#my personal space

[superbellsubways]

help.

OK THAT IS A LITTLE TOO CLOSE.

[ashes-and-soot-sprites]

July 8, 2020

**entry now to share/so I remember when I write about it in my journal

I preformed my first jarspell. It was short and uncomplicated.

For background, I am in a lesbian relationship. My wife and I have been trying to get pregnant for 6 months now with a known donor. It's been an incredibly frustrating process. Tomorrow I should be ovulating and will be making another trip 3 hours away to attempt to impregnant myself. I fully believe that I can help manifest this into my life.

I made a circle with salt mixed with eucalyptus and orange for protection and strength/energy. I made a circle on my makeshift altar with clear quartz, after I cleansed it with a smoke clearing. I set my intentions as I built my circle.

I took two red votive candles and placed cinnamon and basil under them for prosperity and good luck.

Inside my circle I put two more clear quartz on either side of my selenite that a metal disk sat upon to hold my jar. I wanted to add energy to the jar as well as protect it. I also places a large tose quartz in the circle and a red chime candle.

I assembled my jar:

My salt mixture

Cinnamon - protection, prosperity

Basil - love

Corriander - love, fertility

Rosemary - love, fertility

Hydrangeas petals - protection

Rose petals - ferility

Lavender blossoms - serenity, love and passion

As I assembled I focused on my intentions and said

"With one mind, I call to the.

With one heart, I long for the.

Child of Earth, Wind, Fire, and Sea

With open arms, I welcome thee."

I sealed my jar with the red chime and let the chime and votive burn down as I focused my intentions.

Tomorrow I will carry the jar with me to work and to the baby appointment. I haven't decided if I will carry it after that or if I will bury it and let it work.

[ms-mani]

CURRENT MOOD:

bubble bath while drinking wine and enjoying a relaxing evening.!! CHEERS 🍷🍷 to the weekend!

[justdoitfinally-blog]

10.16.2018

FUCK THIS CLASS. UGH. I hate that I get graded on my final project throughout the course. Like, I get it, I really do, it helps me “stay on track”. But I need to learn what I’m doing before I know what I’m actually doing so I just feel lost CONSTANTLY. I’m the type that when I start something, I finish it right then. So doing little sections here and there is KILLING ME. I have spent 4hrs on this now and I’m only halfway done with the assignment..... Seriously, worst class ever. 

Food Log: 

400cal

[ashleyanthrax]

My hair has finally achieved lengths where random strangers like to come up behind me and stick both of their hands in it while exclaiming how long, pretty, and soft it is.

[ashes-and-soot-sprites]

June 22, 2020

"What should I focus on this upcoming week?"

Ace of Pentacles

Well, Ace of Pentacles always has my back. I feel like this is signifying that I have an opportunity arising somewhere and I need to pay attention. Pentacles can be materialistic gains or prosperity.

I have been thinking about managing my time better and going back to tutoring english online, so this might be the sign I need telling me it's time to do it now!

[ashes-and-soot-sprites]

May 22, 2020

New moon in Gemini

I've decided on my intentions to set for this new lunar cycle.

🌿 I will be kind to myself 🌿

🌱 I will be kind to others 🌱

🌿 I will have patience with myself 🌿

🌱 I will have patience for others 🌱

I cleansed my bedroom and bathroom after work, lit some candles and took a cleansing/purifying shower.

Tarot Card of the Day: Ace of Pentacles *pulled at 5 AM

Ace of Pentacles, to me, signifies that success is coming. If I put in the work, I will reap all the benefits. It could also be pointing that this is the first New Moon that I have prepared for in a while, and that it is a good thing that I am back on track with my life. New beginnings and all that jazz. ⭐

[benreyfaggot]

I'm gonna kill the next person who just decides to stand next to my desk for no fucking reason