#my potential

[fauxunraveling]

[dvcky-duck]

*barfs* HI GUYS

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[canmking]

M y P o t e n t i a l

[tvmblrsillyman]

once i sleep and wake up fully rested for 6 consecutive months then You Will All See

[ecnerret]

[cojmpleteassihate-blog]

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[irokon]

I'm smart but I like to do things half assed

Is it wrong that I'm so lazy when I have an above average mind in a fit body? Maybe I'm wasting myself and my potential. Perhaps I'm not all I think I am. What can I do in the few precious hours of the day I have for myself? I can be better but sometimes I really cannot be bothered. Sometimes pushing myself doesn't feel as rewarding as I'd hoped. My girlfriend says that I'm boring sometimes. I keep a level head and it's very hard to surprise me or for me to be overwhelmed with emotion. I have to process everything and understand it if I need it. I invest so much into my thoughts that I often find myself not concentrating on something important. Maybe I'm not all that I thought I'm cracked up to be or maybe I'm wasting myself. Maybe I haven't found a comfortable lot in life yet. Maybe I have some rare thinking disorder. Who knows... All I know is that I'm gonna keep doing what I'm doing and perhaps I'll figure out something important and life-changing. Until then...

[sukanya95]

I'd like to think I had a normal childhood. You know what, actually looking back, I think I did a pretty good job. I had fun, was free, joyful..the whole package, an average one. The problem is just what I am perceiving now with my older and wiser eyes. So many memories that I could have, should have made. So many things which had to be learnt and achieved. Feels like I just existed, without actually living. I have not achieved a single thing. Not one. Never participated in anything. Never been a part of anything. Never had responsibility on my shoulders. Never done anything new. Never had boyfriends. Never been kissed. Don't have any talents. What have I been doing? Honestly? I get that I'm not that old yet. I can still achieve great things in life. Which I plan on. I am not gonna just a mere shadow of the person I can truly be. I know I'm gonna make my existence matter. But it just seems like, I could have done so much more, if I had just had a concrete foundation. Now I just have to start all over from scratch.