At the point of pregnancy where self care is impossible because I am in so much pain. My legs are hairy like a man's and I can't remember when I last washed my hair. I was thinking of going to get my hair trimmed today but would not even ASK Meg to touch my hair the way it is. I've even thought about going to the place that does only blow outs up the street just to get someone to wash my damn hair. Also I was in so much pain and cramping so bad that I left work an hour early this morning. I never leave early, not even the day I ended up in the ED for hyperemesis. I'm just struggling, and feel like shit, and now feel like a horrible mom because I can't get on the floor to play with H. I think he knows though and has been asking me to cuddle all morning
