#mysho talks

[edgelordcentral]

and i was tellin her i wanted to switch back to mortuary science and she was complaining abt how id have to switch schools again but??? thats better than failing all the chem AND math courses id need to get a bs in biology id actually be able to get a degree and then get a job and not just waste all my aid on classes im ultimately gonna fail bc my brain cant do number shit gggggggg im so stressed and more upset and i didnt think id be able to do that holy shit

[edgelordcentral]

bipolarbigby also the loan the unions plannin on giving me is ~$1500 less than the dealer wants for the car so either i get the dealer to come down a lil bit, i look for a different car, or i make monthly payments to both the union AND the dealer

im gettin kinda stressed for time too since its gettin colder and my car wont last this winter for sure. and lately the thermostat and the radiator have been givin me problems T_T

[edgelordcentral]

doing adult things like figuring out car payments and insurance payments and phone payments and realising i prob wont be able to move out when i wanted to :')

[edgelordcentral]

that dyscalculia post speaks to me on so many levels like yeah math is just so ????? to me like my brain cant process that numbers can work together in ways other than like what i learned in primary school tbh long division and a couple simple algebraic equations is as far as i can go bc after that Nothing makes sense and the numbers get more wiggly than usual and once u start coupling them w symbols/letters and flipping the equation and canceling out its just a clusterfuck of moving lines its Awful and i dont understand how p much almost everyone else i know can keep up w all of those lines its so frustrating analog clocks too bc i can at least read numbers when theyre in a straight line but when theyre in shapes its just ???? wtf the fuck but i taught myself to read them when i was a kid by memorising which numbers are supposed to go at each mark but its still difficult sometimes and im a lot slower to read them than anyone i know ggg

[edgelordcentral]

found a rly nice car and starting to get the paperwork together for the credit union loan gggggGGGG

[edgelordcentral]

i dont remember exactly how tall mink is i just know hes nearly a full foot taller than me and thats all i need to know

[edgelordcentral]

look at mink he is so tall im in love w this giant brown man step aside aoba

[edgelordcentral]

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