welcoming & honoring the last few breaths of this year. Grateful for me pushing myself through darkness and dooms to fuckin elevate like a boss ass bitch.

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welcoming & honoring the last few breaths of this year. Grateful for me pushing myself through darkness and dooms to fuckin elevate like a boss ass bitch.
Allure
May the flames divine you,
may they keep you
through the night.
Peel
A quick christening
eyes-catching-eyes
water to face.
Bubbling water
melodic
unaware of a struggle
Slip deeper,
past the surface
eyes-to-eyes
once facing away
Split like an apple
soul bared
along with the fleshy mess
Consummation
interrupted
by a paring knife.
When we realize science and mystism are confirming what some cultures have know for 1000s of years loneliness begins to disappear. Your DNA carries the memories of all those before you. I used to be .. me.. myself... and I. Now I am we and I feel my ancestors direct and vicariously in my soul and body. I found this in Qigong TaiChi.
Grigori Yefimovich Rasputin: Mystic, Madman, or Messenger? An Essay on His Philosophy, Teachings, and Following
In the annals of Russian history, few figures evoke as much mystery, controversy, and myth as Grigori Yefimovich Rasputin. Known widely as a “mad monk,” Rasputin was, in truth, no monk at all. Born in the Siberian village of Pokrovskoye in 1869, he emerged from obscurity to become an intimate advisor to the last Tsar and Tsarina of Imperial Russia. To some, he was a prophet and healer, a man of God with miraculous powers. To others, he was a libertine, a heretic, and a dangerous charlatan. Yet beyond the scandals and court intrigues lies a deeper, often overlooked dimension: Rasputin’s spiritual philosophy and the nature of his cult-like following.
A Mystic Shaped by the Wilderness
Rasputin’s spiritual journey began not in libraries or monasteries, but in the vast, untamed wilderness of Siberia. His early life was marked by visionary experiences and a deeply personal, almost shamanic sense of the divine. Illiterate for much of his youth, he relied not on textual scripture but on inner revelation. He wandered as a strannik, a pilgrim, across the Russian landscape, absorbing folk Christianity, mystical traditions, and likely the teachings of fringe sects such as the Khlysts—a radical group that believed salvation came through sin and ecstatic experience.
At the core of Rasputin’s philosophy was a paradox: that purity could be found through impurity, that divine grace revealed itself most clearly in the depths of human fallibility. His belief in proidti cherez grekh—to "pass through sin"—suggested that one could approach God not by avoiding temptation, but by overcoming it from within. In this sense, Rasputin's theology was not so much Orthodox as existential and deeply psychological. He saw the spiritual journey as one of direct confrontation with darkness, a kind of mystical alchemy whereby base instincts could be transmuted into spiritual gold.
Healing and Hypnosis: The Power of Presence
Much of Rasputin’s following stemmed from his supposed healing abilities. His most famous success was his mysterious power to alleviate the suffering of Alexei, the Tsarevich, who suffered from hemophilia. Whether through hypnosis, prayer, or sheer charisma, Rasputin calmed the boy and reassured the anxious Tsarina. But beyond physical healing, he offered something more potent—emotional catharsis and spiritual release. His prayers were spontaneous, unscripted, fervent. He spoke directly to the soul rather than the mind.
To many Russian peasants, clergy, and aristocrats alike, he seemed a yurodivy, a “holy fool” in the Russian Orthodox tradition—those who behaved eccentrically or outrageously as a form of divine inspiration. This gave Rasputin a strange kind of immunity. His erratic behavior and womanizing were not seen as contradictions but as signs of his sanctity. Like a Zen master provoking awareness through paradox, Rasputin shattered conventional piety to expose a raw, immediate spirituality.
Teachings Without a Doctrine
Unlike systematized religious leaders, Rasputin left no formal treatises, no school of thought. His teachings were oral, emotive, and situational. They centered on prayer, surrender to God’s will, and an emphasis on forgiveness and divine mercy. He distrusted institutional religion and clerical authority, often deriding priests as hypocrites. His was a visceral spirituality—a mysticism of the body and the senses, where tears, laughter, and even intoxication became vehicles for the divine.
Yet there was a pragmatic dimension to his teachings. He counseled peasants to be kind to their animals, to forgive their enemies, and to trust in divine providence. He believed in the power of women’s intuition and often elevated their spiritual insight above that of men, which partly explains the strong female following he attracted. In the salons of St. Petersburg, he offered not theology but presence, a wild sincerity that pierced through the pretensions of court life.
A Following Born of Crisis
Rasputin’s rise coincided with a Russia teetering on the edge of collapse—haunted by war, political upheaval, and the spiritual vacuum of modernity. In this context, his message, devoid of dogma and rich in mystic immediacy, found fertile ground. He offered the royal family not just healing, but hope. To the peasantry, he was a man of the soil who had penetrated the imperial inner sanctum. To disillusioned aristocrats and mystics, he was a bridge between old-world mysticism and a new, apocalyptic age.
His followers were diverse: devout peasant women, mystically inclined noblewomen, political opportunists, and even esoteric seekers drawn to his aura. For many, Rasputin was not a teacher in the academic sense, but a living embodiment of the unpredictable divine—a man who channeled both light and shadow.
Legacy of a Spiritual Anarchist
Rasputin’s assassination in 1916 by nobles hoping to save the monarchy from disgrace only added to his legend. Shot, poisoned, and drowned, he seemed to resist death as stubbornly as he had resisted definition in life. After the Bolshevik Revolution, his memory was both vilified and mythologized, a symbol of everything decadent and mysterious about the dying Romanov regime.
Yet perhaps Rasputin’s most lasting contribution lies in his challenge to religious orthodoxy and his unsettling assertion that the divine may dwell in the most unlikely of places—amidst scandal, imperfection, and madness. His life was a parable writ large: that spiritual insight is not reserved for the pure, but for those brave enough to confront their own darkness.
In an age increasingly hungry for authentic experience, Rasputin remains a spectral presence—part prophet, part mirror—whispering that the path to transcendence is rarely straight, and often walks the edge between salvation and ruin.
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Erwin Schrödinger
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