pieces of a fractured mind

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Warning Label

I am a male. I am 59.

20+ only. If you don't have more than 5 posts on your blog. ..GTFO

I am not looking for content or transactional relationships.

I am. I am An experience, experiencing experience.

I am sober. I am a light worker and healer. I am passionate.

I do not chase.

I do not use pronouns. I am a human. .. being. I do my best to respect those who need validation and acceptance.

The only validation I require is i am here and present.

I know my worth.

I know myself.

I hate labels, but it seems to help others identify with commonality, so here goes;

I write, prose and short stories, about self discovery, relationships, spiritual nature of human being, love, passion, desire, lust, connection and erotica.

I am an artist. What medium? Any i can get my hands on, though primarily painting.

I am pagan, wiccan, heathen, Buddhist, spiritual, Scott, Viking.

I am at my heart and esthetic an elder gothic/emo.

I am a yule baby. 21.12 winter Solstice. I am a Sagittarius on the cusp of Capricorn. I am a horse and I was born under fire signs in a fire year.

My super power, energy.

I am a switch 75% DaddyDom 25% sub. Age gap, riger, sensual, denial, forced, TPE... you get the point, ask if you really wanna know. Been in the culture for over 20 years. No finDoms.

I value deep connection and am driven by curiosity and wanting to understand. Connection out weighs material.

Books that have have profound impact in my journey;

The first five people you meet in heaven.

The Gentle art of not giving a fuck.

Journey of Souls.

Illusions

How to be an Adult in Relationships.

Mating in Captivity.

No Bad Parts.

You are the One You've Been Waiting for.

In the Realm of Hungry Ghosts.

Radical Acceptance.

Force vs Power

You Are the Placebo.

Letting Go

Becoming SuperNatural.

The Body Keeps the Score.

The State of Affairs.

A Billion Wicked Thoughts

My Secret Garden

The Four Agreements

Atomic Habits

Attached

Nice Racism

The Completion Process

Whole Brain Living

Big Magic

Music is my deepest love, as it has saved my life more times than I can count. My heart is gothic and black with industrial and metal influences, and old sckool punk, yet I do not spend a great deal of time living in the past. My play list has a revolving and evolving 20 or so artist. Currently exploring emo rap, synth dream pop, eastern trap, and a lot of indie and alt. People who introduce me to new music are my kind of people.

Enjoy your visit.

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Hidden Architecture Retreat Joe Dispenza Denver 2026.04

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Some shots from a Samsung Galaxy S10. The flowers were enhanced with in app features.

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This. Did you know in 1993?They did a scientific experiment in washington d c. Crime was at an all time high and four thousand people were invited And joined a meditation which was conducted for a week, I beleive. 4000 people focused on one meditation over a short period of time. The results... a 23% drop in violent crime. Which lasted approximately 3 months. Now multiply this by multiple thousands. I know what you're saying. I'm one person I can't affect the change in this level. And here's what I say , what will it hurt to try? Can you spare fifteen minutes sometime today to do this meditation. The typical quantity of people at a dispenser retreat are 2000 people. These retreats are held around the world every year. There are approximately six 10 day retreats, 6 × 2000 thats approximately 12,000 as there are many people who go to multiple retreats a year. Be the change you want to see in the world . The Official Website of Dr Joe Dispenza

https://drjoedispenza.com/

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What I'm listen 2 right now..

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My ADHD mind trying to meditate at the beginning.

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In her confusion and believe she wanted the monster, feeling she had no value or worth other than her body. She became willing sacrifice her sanity, health and personality to the damaged heart of the beast. Believing that some how if she loved him in the way she wanted yet devoid of, would inspire him to expose his vulnerability and her magic woohoo would quell the beast anger and pain and perhaps heal them both.

And she allowed him to damage her further for his insatiable narcissism and violence.

Still the demon used and manipulated until she was just another body discarded in a pile of similar hopefuls.

Don't feed the beast. Because fairy tales are misguided lies of something that will never change. The beast has no desire to change when maidens continue to throw themselves at his feet.

Heal yourself.

Dante'sRequiem 20260509

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My beautiful man took damage from the late snow. He is the one that had the fairy ring and donated some of his fingers for several wands. I sat and held him for an hour trying to help him process the pain. 😔 😢 😭 💔

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Smooth as a babies bottom ready for oil and leather wrapped handle. There is a slight curve making one side sting a bit more.

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