#n system

[lucky-slices777]

Apparently I am the alter with the curse of “you cannot lie” while another alter is in change that making sure I can’t tell the truth????

This is kinda bullshit

[lucky-slices777]

I know Jekyll and Hyde is bad rep for people with systems but sometimes it does has merit as the quote unquote Hyde.

It’s not a release of inhibitions but instead different eyes and different body. I perceive the world differently than others and feel things differently as well. I’ve seen it being used as protection and others to be able to be more efficient. Most of our memories are the same but I view them in a very different light. As if I have already watched them.

Which is what I believe make us not qualify us as straight up DID. Maybe we are as we do have memory problems. But that’s a whole other issue.

Back to the Hyde thing, I believe they do have merit as some of us can be outright harmful to others. It’s important to acknowledge it but also have ways to deal with it. Which is why names are really powerful towards us. Call out a name and you summon them. Or at least it really shakes the current frontier identity.

[justfortrolls]

📻 N-System :)

LOSER - Neoni

N and the system as a whole are pretty content with themselves. They know they are never going to be like the average troll and that's fine. However they do feel threatened when others try to frame their existence as a problem or something that needs to be corrected.

N's role in the system is kinda funny because they keep the system safe by being,,, antisocial. The energy of the song being very 'Yes I know I'm horrible and something is wrong with me whatever whatever leave me alone I'm perfectly happy with myself.' is exactly how N responds when faced with criticism or conflict related to the system's existence. They are stubborn too which I think is reflected in the lyrics.

The system is very self interested. They don't really care how other people perceive them if it's not endangering them. So being called a NEET or a loser or whatever is actually fine.

Also I think the layered vocals on 'me myself and I' is a fun little thing for them since they are multiple people.