Jan 16, 2019
Jeez. After such a long day, I finally got to the hangout spot, and a friend could tell I needed a hug.
I almost cried tbh.
#personal#i don't really talk about my feelings much#besides breaking up#nearly a year ago...#but yeah#with this quarter's schedule#and just me constantly fuckin up this week#i really needed a hug#and i still need another in general#this is what happens when you only open up to one person#I've been bottling up tears for a long time#family relationships#my inability to actually express myself#feelings of inadequacy#financial burdens#FEELING like a burden#but at the end of the day#I'll always have my ambitions#even if I'm ass#I've gotta at least do that#for me#this is my escape#I'm running through this world#and I'm not looking back#damn... Sonic music actually makes me cry.