well does the ever-present audience in my head that scrutinizes my every thought and action at least think I'm hot?

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well does the ever-present audience in my head that scrutinizes my every thought and action at least think I'm hot?
hobbled out to the kitchen in enormous pain with enormous effort to get a small snack bc i was hungry and sad, only to place my foot, in full darkness, unexpectedly, due to the full darkness, into the warm and wet and gooshy pooled chunks of my cat's regurgitated dinner. i think i will go get into my car and drive into rural oregon until i run out of gas and pull to the side of the road and walk into the woods in a straight line and keep walking until hunger or thirst or injury or wild animals take me and then lie down and slowly die of exposure. bye everyone it's been real ✌️❗️
do you ever get hung up on the futility of your actions and how it doesn't matter how much you love someone they can still hate themselves and it doesnt matter how much you care they can still die.
i just remembered why i left the pjo fandom
god school is the worst
“if i eat / get some coffee / write / draw / etc i’ll feel better” i keep telling myself every day this week despite knowing the reason im in a weirdbad mood is none of those things and isnt something i can solve
im so fucking stupid i just spent Hours waiting for my flatmate to leave the kitchen so i could get food
mom: you should trust me and come to me when you need advice and comfort :)
me: okay well i feel like garbage bc x and x and idk how to help my friend feel better about things too
mom: your generation seems so depressed but you have it so much easier and i dont understand what your generation is so depressed about. REAL depression and anxiety is understandable but all the kids your age are upset about trivial things
me: :) rad thanks mom i feel so much better that comforted me a whole lot and gave me really good advice wow ill be sure to come back when i need help again thanks