#nessauepa

[nofeartina]

Do you know what happened to Nessauepa? Is she ok?

I'm sorry but I don't know, sweet anon. Maybe she needed a little break from fandom and Tumblr?

Does anyone else know what @nessauepa is up to these days?

[isisisak]

Is Even sleeping tonight?🤗

also from nessauepa: What Even likes most about Isak? - i took the liberty to combine these two 

Even sighs and turnson his side to look at Isak. His breathing comes slow and deep and… Even’s not jealousthat Isak fell asleep easily. After that stressful day of tearing through hisflashcards Isak deserves all the rest he can get.

But Even can’t sleep.

And it’s fine, heis fine. But a small part of him still wishes Isak to be awake right now too,to prevent Even from getting annoyed with his head.

He’s been listening tothis new podcast lately that’s all about finding the positive angle and aboutnot beating yourself up if you can’t reach sleep. It’s a little pretentious ifhe’s honest, but the woman means well.

There is this one exercisewhere you’re supposed to list things you like to get in a better mindset.

Tilting his head in alazy attempt of a shrug Even decides he might as well give it a go.

Things he likes. Hmmm.

Even reaches out to lifttheir duvet further over Isak’s naked back. He’s laying sprawled out on hisstomach, head turned to face Even – in that way where Even’s never really sureif this isn’t gonna cause massive neck pain – and takes up most of their bed.

One corner of Even’smouth lifts. 

That’s definitely something he likes. That dead starfish position Isak sleepsin. Slowly conquering every last centimeter of the bed. He won’t even stop whenhe encounters Even! Sometimes Even wakesup after dreaming about being crushed by a giant fish – who knows, honestly –just to find Isak laying diagonally on him.

As if to prove hispoint Isak’s breathing hitches and he reaches his arm out further toward Even, creatingthe tiniest bit of contact; one knuckle resting against Even’s chest.

Another thing Evenlikes. Or Two things, really.

One being the waytheir bed sounds when Isak moves in his sleep. This cozy rustling of theirsheets. Even bunches the fabric a couple of times in his fist to replicate it.

He could make a ASMRvideo with it. Maybe he should tell Elias – the only remaining member of the HeiBriskeby crew – to try this one for his youtube channel. Then again, Elias isn’treally the best person to make silent ASMR videos… Anyway. The otherthing he likes is having skin to skin contact with Isak.

He likes how theirbodies seem to find each other when they’re both sleeping. Waking up in atangled mess of limbs most of the time.  

Even yawns. Huh. Maybethis works after all.

To be fair it’s less awhat he likes list and more a what he likes about Isak list but- if it works,who is he to tell himself no.

Other things he likesabout Isak… His lashes come to mind, with the way they’re fanning against hischeekbones right now. But Even moves on quickly, since he doesn’t thinklingering on what he likes about Isak’s looks will really aid him in findingsleep.

How funny Isak is.That’s another one. Also how funny he thinks he is when he’s really not.

A chuckle makes Even shakeonce – and Isak stir – when he remembers how Isak told him a story over dinner.His whole face had been scrunched up with how much he laughed, huge gulps ofair in between the sentences to keep going.

Even can’t reallyremember the punchline, or if there even was one. He just remembers how much hehimself had laughed because it was so infectious when Isak had fun.

Also that sweet dumblaugh Isak did. Just. The opposite of melodic but the best sound in the world.

Even sighs again. Restinga hand on Isak’s waist over the covers, then letting it continue on to his backas he shuffles closer.

He also really likeshow in love with Isak he still is. It’s been… almost three years. Even blinks. Thatnumber feels so… off. It’s both way too little for how solid they feel. It feelslike at least seven years should’ve gone by. At the same time it feels likethese years flew by though.

Another yawn. Even feelshis eyes grow heavier. This might actually work. He needs to remember to tellIsak about it in the morning. Maybe not about his list, but that this works.

Even smiles widelywhile he gives up and lets his eyes fall shut. Isak was so annoyed by the womanfrom the podcast.

“She has one ofthose esoteric voices. Ugh, so irritating!”

Yeah, that too. Isak’seyerolls and temper and dramatically long rants. A grouchy kitten (Even will definitelynot tell Isak about this point on the list).

After Even goes througha few more points – how Isak played with their neighbors kid the other day, whata good friend he is, how he cares for Even in this unassuming way that neverfeels like pressure, how he pays attention and tries to learn every time he isn’tfamiliar with something, like how he watches attentively every time Even cooks –which pays off considering Even’s still contently full from the lasagna Isak preparedtonight.

During these pointsthey must’ve moved closer. Maybe he did, maybe the dead starfish beside himdid. Either way, Even’s nose was currently pressed against Isak’s shoulder, hiseyes remaining shut.

The last point he addsto his list is that he likes Isak’s familiar smell before he driftsoff to sleep.  

[claraoswaldforthewin]

OMG, Im laughing so much at all this shit going on in wtfock tag

Lmao I'm honestly living for it. I'm not even the biggest fan of the show itself but the memes and the fandom are everything 😂

[evak-fic-rec-turtleanon]

nessauepa replied to your post “Hi could you help me find these two fics? First one I remember Even...”

the second one sounds a little bit like All Stories Are Echoes

Looks like it was a different fic but any chance I get to link to All Stories Are Echoes I will take :) 

[youidiotprince]

what's this thing about a fan talking about Willems clothes and Willems replying?

um the insta acct @/allofsander (I think that was the @) reposted Willem H’s friend’s story and captioned something about Willem only wearing one shirt and how he’s turning into Robbe only wearing one outfit and then Willem and his two friends who were in the pic all commented “❤️” at the same time. the caption also said they were an iconic trio or something though so the heart was probs in response to that.

[nessauepa]

Between Sugar and Heaven

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

3 times Isak and Even met at friends' weddings, plus 1 time they didn't.

*This is a finished work*

3/4

[thealpacalypse-archive]

To avoid calling David beautiful and maybe creating some umcomfortable situation for someone, can we call him God? 💛

uuuuuummmm valid as FUCK yea let’s do that

[dayssinceourlastdavid]

While one person looks for him, there is hope. Thank you for your public service

Thank you very much for your show of support. While we are small, we are mighty, and we will find him. Any information on his whereabouts will be here. He seems to be active on Instagram, so he is alive and well.