#networks issue

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there should be a jd doubles group chat and a veronica doubles group chat. we could do like, movie nights and stuff. this is incredible. there are so many of us.

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me, filling out an application for a kin network: yell heah! | me, having second thoughts, doubting that people will like me, thinking that doubles of me would hate me, and being generally paranoid that everyone will think im annoying: hell nah im good bye ):

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me: man i really wanna join a kin network so i can make more friends and talk to other people from my source !! | also me, who got rejected from the first network they tried to join & hasnt tried again out of fear of it happening again: haha actually maybe not

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aa when i joined this network there were only like six people including me and it was nice bc i /know/ i can handle five other people but now there's over twenty and?? i know we're gonna get more and i'm Excited bc i love meeting other kins from this source!!! but personally i can't deal with chats with large amounts of other ppl?? and even though we never have more than like 12 people online at the same time it's just kinda like. i feel Bad but also relieved of that fact?? ;;

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today i just got into another kin network thinking 'ugh i hope i can handle this one, not participating always makes me feel bad...' because whenever i join one there's always like 20 people and my anxiety gets rlly bad but!! the on i joined has only five people in it and i've only talked to four of them but!! they're all so nice!! and adorable and i'm love them so much!!!

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I wanna join a network or chat for my source... but the majority of them don't allow doubles and already have me...

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hahaha i shouldnt have joined that second network hahahahaha