#neuronarrating

[alyssasmaddworld]

that sickly sweet feeling you get when daydreaming a love scenario and it almost makes you a bit nauseated at how sweet it is >>>>>>>>

[burningangel-burninghead]

I wish immersive daydreaming was a more widely used label rather than everything getting lumped under MADD because I'm gonna be real, most days I don't give a shit that I don't live in the consensus reality and now that I'm out of school it doesn't impede me in any meaningful way

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[lussevarelser]

Socializing is not happy for everyone. Introversion and creativity are not diseases. I oppose treatments that encourage lone wolfs to socialize. They're not treatments, they're coercions of popular values. They don't respect the individuality. Treatment is for people suffering from illness. No one is allowed to tell people who “enjoy” being in their heads to “treat” it. No one cannot be turned enjoyableness into illness. I have a fantasy prone personality and it's so heavy, but I dislike to be called “maladaptive”. It sounds like an insult to my mental support. It's a little painful to have a daydream that interferes with daily life, socializing instead of a daydream is incomparably painful.

DON'T TAKE MY COMFORT AWAY.

I really dislike socializing, it suffers me, and no one can help with my communication skills because they're too deplorable *cry* I love daydreaming and being in my head, and I love myself as I am. Did I say something similar before? Don't worry so much. This feeling hasn't subsided since I learned about MADD.

[alyssasmaddworld]

im not sure how to talk about my para's! i have (what seems to me) an extremely elaborate blanket paracosm that is constantly being re-written and adapted-- both present and future. it's hard to even begin explaining the plot especially when i've got multiple subparacosms happening that are so similar just slightly different deviations or alteration to the main plot line.

theres SO much going on in my head.

[alyssasmaddworld]

i read this post PLEASE go read it and that first starting paragraph hit me like a ton of bricks. i have created a character i cannot destroy no matter how hard i try because i have woven pieces of myself both in them and their stories. they are me as much as i am them. they feel like real people with their own thoughts and opinions but theres just this invisible wall up that disconnects me from Them.... almost like i'm peeking into an alternate reality and playing god.

and when i already dissociate the way i do and life already feels like a simulation.. thats truly different between thisverse and my paracosm?

it really gets me personally, because i think a LOT about the philosophy behind "i think therefore i am" and like... they DO think. so how are they not real? what quantifies humanity when it lives inside the head of a human?

[alyssasmaddworld]

people who would act in a movie about my paracosm

Kirstin Kragh Liljegren as Alexandria Gray

Amber Heard as Evelyn Gray

Diane Keaton as Alex's Mom

Harrison Ford as Alex's Dad

Gavin Casalegno as Buster

Logan Browning as Ash

Cole Sprouse as Mason

Alex Lange as Everette

Justin Gaston as Jimmy Crystal

Ellie Bamber as Suki Lane

Renee Rapp as Porsche

Mia and Ella Allan as Augustine and Harper Crystal-Gray

Iain Armitage as Oliver Crystal-Gray

[lussevarelser]

ppl with immersive daydreaming: let's enjoy a daydream in harmony with reality me with madd: umm… I find it difficult ppl with immersive daydreaming: daydreaming adds color to my daily life me with madd: daydream is the only color for me ppl with immersive daydreaming: my imagination helps my life me with madd: ppl say I'm creative, but idk how to put it to my life *just daydreaming*

It's too inadequate to call me an immersive daydream *sigh*