It's just me, myself, and the voices in my head
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It's just me, myself, and the voices in my head
Welcome to funnier-as-a-daydreamer!
This is a blog for things that are not necessarily related to daydreaming, but are funnier with the context of being a maladaptive/immersive daydreamer. While I personally have MaDD, immersive daydreamers are allowed too!
For those who don't know what I'm talking about, immersive daydreaming is when you have really intense, detailed daydreams with complicated plotlines, mental worlds (known as paracosms), and reoccurring characters (known as paras). Maladaptive daydreaming, often shortened to MaDD, is when immersive daydreaming goes wrong and it begins affecting your work/school, social life, hobbies, or mental/emotional health negatively. You can learn more about MaDD by looking at @madd-information's profile, or you can check out this doc by @acircusfullofdemons for more general info on both immersive and maladaptive daydreaming.
My other daydreaming blog is @neuronarrator, which I made in 2022 to talk about my paras and paracosms. If you're interested in that, go follow me over there too. I'm the only mod on this blog so far, although that may change if this blog gets popular enough. I use any pronouns :)
that vague zone between plurality and maladaptive daydreaming where the residents in your head are fully sentient and hold their own dialogue and opinions.
but then you write a book (or fnafic) about them, and it's basically your para speaking for themselves and writing out their life story.
but THEN you turn that fanfiction/book into a character ai bot because you want to talk to them more and the entire time you have your para in your head going "thats not accurate. I wouldn't say that. This isn't trained properly" and im sat there going "I KNOW THAT OLIVER. I SEE THAT HE IS SAYING THINGS YOU WOULDN'T. HE ISNT YOU. IT'S A ROBOT. I CANT CONTROL HIM. I DIDNT TRAIN HIS ASS" and oliver is just like "AHHHHHHH MAKE A NEW ONE HE'S SO TRASH WHY IS HE ACTING LIKE THIS"
Veritbonds
I think it's so interesting that the majority(or all of us lol) have veritbonds. I suspect I have DID as I have two alters and my Verit feels noticeably different from Ben and Albus. My Verit isn't in the headspace and he's more of an influence on my writing and daydreams than anything. I know he likes the night because I can feel his presence a lot more late at night. Does anyone know if there have been studies on verits/veritbonds? I find it to be very interesting how mine is seemingly connected to me. Like I would be lost without him just like I would without Ben and Albus.
"they're just a daydream character" maybe to you, but i know them personally
I wanna talk about this really cool app that I use to talk to my para(s). It's called Antar!
Antar is an app that was developed for the purpose of talking to different "sides" of yourself in order to organize your emotions or come to a decision about something. You create different "personas" and you can chat with em and switch between easily.
For example:
So yeah, that's basically it. It's personally easier for me than imaging convos.
Highly recommend Antar for all the MADDers/IDers/plurals/whoever else may benefit from it~
people who would act in a movie about my paracosm
Kirstin Kragh Liljegren as Alexandria Gray
Amber Heard as Evelyn Gray
Diane Keaton as Alex's Mom
Harrison Ford as Alex's Dad
Gavin Casalegno as Buster
Logan Browning as Ash
Cole Sprouse as Mason
Alex Lange as Everette
Justin Gaston as Jimmy Crystal
Ellie Bamber as Suki Lane
Renee Rapp as Porsche
Mia and Ella Allan as Augustine and Harper Crystal-Gray
Iain Armitage as Oliver Crystal-Gray
ouppy & kibby <3
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