Sep 24, 2025
Every time i held you,
you slipped through my fingers like sand,
Like i was never meant to hold you.
Like a story i was forced to bleed to write
but was never allowed to read.
seen from China
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from United States
seen from India
seen from China
seen from Malaysia
seen from United States
seen from France
seen from United States
seen from Bangladesh
seen from Malaysia
seen from India
seen from Singapore
seen from South Africa
seen from United States
seen from Netherlands
seen from Germany
seen from Türkiye
seen from Türkiye
Every time i held you,
you slipped through my fingers like sand,
Like i was never meant to hold you.
Like a story i was forced to bleed to write
but was never allowed to read.
Never Mine
I walk the trail, my heart gone stale. His sun-kissed skin—he overlooks me, I'm forgotten. I pick wildflowers, making a bouquet for no one. My eyes still wide, I'm stunned.
His eyes a pretty, calm blue. The cycle continues, I'm nothing new. I feel I was a burden, now taking up a place in his mind. I'm trying to stay together, I'm trying to be kind.
But if you look deeper, you'll realize I'm see-through. I suppose I was destined to be of one, not two. The trail comes to an end. Today I've lost my bravery and a friend.
Now I'll write letters to myself— they're for me, secrets I'll never send. But at least I'm in his thoughts, in there with a lengthy book and a tent.
you made me love you, but i was never allowed to have you.
It’s allll fun & games until the woman who truly loved & rode for youuu won’t fw youuu anymore…🔪🔪🔪🤭
Never Mine Part 4 is in the works...hopefully up by this weekend.
Idk if it’s just me but like the air feels kinda different today.. it feels almost kinda…Salty?
we never even dated. we never even DATED. we never EVEN DATED. we NEVER EVEN DATED. WE NEVER EVEN DATED.
(Imagine grieving someone you never had.)
I can call you an ex
I can call you a mistake
I can call you a situationship
but I can't call you a Almost
our relationship was doomed from the start..and we both knew it..we just used each other and that was time not well wasted.
you waited for someone else
and I wanted a tragic love
never an almost
not even a wrong time
or another universe
wasted arguments
wasted pretty lies
wasted promises
you are my ex
you were a mistake in dating
and you were definitely a situation
a disaster actually
but it was over when it was over
we were never an almost
just wasted words
N.B
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