#new relations

[hj-0fficial]

2018

Full of ups and downs.

•Graduated High School

• Traveled to Colorado

• Moved to Florida

•Became Florida Resident

• Smoked weed, Drank tons of alcohol and partied all summer

• got into a toxic relationship

• Got a job

• Started College

• Came out as Transgender

• quit job after 2 months

• Learned that my heart can’t be worn on my sleeve bcs I was getting used too often

• tuned into my higher self

• made bad friends

• got addicted to Nicotine

• became anxiety ridden and highly depressed again

• became introverted

• allowed the smallest things tear me down

• quit exercising and eating healthy

• Finished first semester with A’s and B’s

• Learned that change is more than okay

2019 is going to be full of positive experiences and self discovery. Lots of changes will happen. I will start my transition. I will learn to have thick skin and not take people’s shit. I will be confident and become my authentic self. More creativity is on the way as well as more self love. Everything takes time and I will learn to be patient.

SPEAKING POSITIVE THINGS INTO EXISTENCE FOR 2019

[thesecretlifeofc]

[csockets]

New Relations

I’m on the verge of a new friendship—

fuuuuuuuuuuuck

XD

Cheers to new conversations!! ^^

💚💚💚💚

[livingwithdeathsglance-blog]

New Relations || fuzzyxelf

'Keep your head down,' it was a constant reminder at this point, don't make eye contact, don't hurt anyone. A new Golden Rule for himself with such an inconvenient ability under his belt. 

He walked along the sidewalk, shuffling past the bystanders, lost in the crowd, a nobody. Exactly what he needed to be at the moment, while he still had a level head about the situation. If he attracted attention from the wrong people, who knows what could happen to him.

Looking down constantly also had its disadvantages, like the fact that if he wasn't looking even slightly up he'd run into someone-

Next thing Roman knew, gravity had increased upon himself and some other poor individual, the sounds of a crowd gasping at the sight before them immediately shaking him awake.

[behindtheredblazer]

Telling my parents so early on about you was a bad idea. Not because they didn't approve of you but because they did. Now it makes the whole situation wayyy tooo real for me, even though the whole notion of us is very new.

[adanessadndstore]

New Relations

Sighing she wondered why she was there, but never the less here she was. Most of the people stared at her and move out of the way as she walked by, either afraid or too curious. Sitting down at an empty table she waited as one of the local boys sat down next to her smiling seductively at her as she rolled her eyes.

Snapping her fingers she giggled as his seat disappeared out from under him and she looked around for the person who managed to talk her into coming. Spotting him as the fallen man grumbles and walks away with a bruised pride and tail bone his friends laughing at him.

"Oi! Come sit with me!" She demands the whole place stopping to stare at the man she was talking to. Eyes from the tavern glancing at the stranger before everyone started to whisper among themselves. 

[life-re-blog]

The Update

It's been a few weeks. Here we go.

Haven't seen the mutual friend yet, but that's a huge "NBD" compared to what's been going on otherwise.

That old friend that hurt me so bad that I fell asleep with on New Years? Yeah, we've begun spending time together again.

And drinking together again.

And kissing.

And fucking.

I lost my virginity to them and, frankly, I'm fine with it. They seem to have changed (famous last words). We're not dating, we're not together, we're just... us, I guess. And so far it hasn't destroyed either of us so I guess it's all good.

But now, I don't know. We're not fuckbuddies. It's more than that... But it's also less than a romantic relationship. This is worth thinking about.

Also, I turned 21 a few days ago. I have a feeling this year is going to be very interesting.