Emotional Niji; (this is if he had his emotions)
If you think Yonji has a difficult time adjusting to his emotions, wait until you hear about Niji
Doesn’t even try to figure out what he’s feeling, the fact that his body can’t make up its mind on what to feel pisses him off alone
He gets very angry at himself for that, and because of that he acts out a lot. It could be yelling at someone, breaking something, or hurting someone, you name it
If he does end up hurting someone, he’ll feel guilt but won’t understand what that means, and will just push it aside and act like it doesn’t exist
Basically, his first instinct is anger when it comes to his other emotions. He gets frustrated and the fact that he can’t make up his mind on what he wants and feels makes him very angry
After awhile when he became adjusted, he calms down quite a lot; he still has his anger issues, but he formed coping mechanisms for it
Like Yonji, he definitely looks up to his older siblings. Albeit he’s closer to Ichiji than Reiju, but he still thinks she’s badass as hell
Speaking of how close he is to Ichiji, after they both got used to emotions, they gradually began to become best friends
Instead of a thin feeling of love, Niji starts to actually care for Ichiji instead of looking at him as a comrade and leader.
They do pretty much everything together, if you didn’t know there were two other siblings, you would just think they’re twins!
Relationships aren’t as prominent to him as they are to Yonji, or Ichiji. He’s more of a one night stand type of guy, and although he has his emotions, he just never got the appeal for it
That’s not to say Niji isn’t interested though. After a long time with thinking about his sexuality (cuz he heard Yonji is bi so he got curious) he came to know that he is pansexual
He had no idea what that meant or that it existed until Reiju helped him, and BOY is he glad. Now he has even more people to swoon over
Out of the three, he’s the most insecure. Going back to his anger, it’s another way to cope with his insecurities
He has his emotions now, but he still thinks he’s weak by being insecure, so he denies it every time somebody’s brave enough to ask. Ichiji is the only one who knows how insecure he is tho
He cares deeply, but is too afraid to show it because he’s even more afraid of rejection (more so platonically than romantically)
Anger again!!! He’s an angry crier too! How much he cries depends on the person. If it’s someone like Ichiji, he’ll sob his eyes out in private for hours long, but if it’s someone insignificant to him like Luffy he’ll be upset for the most part and maybe will shed a few tears in private
I’m telling y’all, blue boy is insecure and he still can’t handle how much his emotions overflow when they’re talked about :(
He doesn’t get as worried as Yonji, but he’s definitely up there. Gone for a few hours? Nothing to worry about. Gone for two days? Getting nervous. Gone for a week? A wreck lol
Niji has codependency on people. He’s grown up with three other siblings and can’t imagine being alone.
He doesn’t even realize he has codependency until Reiju and Yonji are on a mission and Ichiji is in a meeting. He goes insane and gets ridiculously nervous. He hates being alone and becomes very afraid, and his insecurities and fears seep into his mind, and that’s why his siblings don’t leave him specifically alone
Overall, Niji is probably a 8/10 guy only because of his anger, but once he gets it under control goes to a 10/10
