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Me whenever Nick says he's 5'9
WHAT'S YOUR ROLE IN THE FOUND FAMILY DYNAMIC ??
Tagged by: @myriadxofxmuses (Thanks lovely) Tagging: @ssvperboy, @overnightheartbeats, @brckensociety, & anyone else whose inclined.
Brock: the protective one
it does not require much for you to take someone under your wing. you have a knack for seeing the best in others and rooting for them, and they look up to you in turn. they feel that you are safe to go to in times of chaos or strife, and are calmed by your presence. you take extra measures to make sure everyone feels supported. things that others might not even consider, you have already likely accounted for. in most scenarios, you are "the leader." your struggles tend to come from your desire to provide things to others. you want to give, to see those you love happy, to make wherever you are a place of comfort. your failures hit you hard because you see this as your responsibility, and you hate to let people down. ...okay, yes, there's no avoiding it: this is the parent friend.
Nick: the silent sufferer
you love your friends, but the truth is, you go through most of the real things alone. it's better that no one sees you like this. you'll be fine, really, because you're used to feeling this way. it'll pass. it always does. that's what you believe, anyway. you're more likely to give someone advice on a lesson you've learned without telling them how you learned it. you've come to realize that, if they're coming to you for advice, they'll be too preoccupied to ask. it stings, but it's... that's just the way feelings work sometimes. when you're around others, most of these problems seem to vanish, and you're better able to love the person you are. only on the worst days do you continue to hear that insistent whisper that it's, "all a lie because they don't know what's *really* going on." it's not a lie. you are loved. those moments together are real. there are times when you can afford not to be so strong.
@tortilla-of-courage @tortilla-of-wisdom (not sure if your tags are working again) For you and your anons Tortilla.
I’m a simple woman. I see meme material, I shitpost.
Kid Meme for @myriadxofxmuses - Nick & Emily
Name: Carter
Gender: Male
General appearance: Carter has Nick's dark hair and eyes. He is medium height and build.
Personality: Carter is a mix of his parent's personalities. He can be calm and caring like Emily, but other times he can be angry and volatile like Nicholas. He is generally relatively kind.
Special talents: Carter is very athletic.
Who they like better: Emily.
Who they take after more: Nick.
Personal headcanon: Nick is terrified that Preston inherited his anger somehow.
Face Claim: Preston Oliver
Send ✉ for a written letter from my muse. For Nick & Emily
Relationship Building Meme: Send ✉ for a written letter from my muse
Writing a letter. What a stupid idea, but one of the bartenders had suggested it when they'd asked him about the brunette that kept showing up to his fights and he'd drunkenly gone off on a tangent about how he wasn't sure how he felt about Emily. So here he was, sitting on his couch, joint dangling from his lips as he tapped the pen to an old notebook. "Bloody stupid." he muttered once more before his hand seemed to begin of its own accord.
"Em,
This is literally so dumb, who even writes letters anymore. And it's not like you'd even be able to read this since my writing looks like bloody chicken scratch. I don't even know what I wanna say. I'm pretty sure I fancy ya, like, more than jus friends er whateva, but I know I'm broken. There's something wrong inside me and you of all people shouldn't have to deal wit that, so it'd be a mistake to tell ya that I feel that way because either ya don't and then I'd be hurt and angry and I know I'd probably cut ya outta me life cause I'm a tosser. Er worse, by some bloody miracle ya do feel the same and it'd only be a matter a time before I break your heart and ya don't deserve that. So yeah, guess all this did was convince me ta keep my bloody mouth shut. I love bein ya friend and I don't wanna lose that. So I ain't gonna fuck that up. Okay, yeah. Brilliant.
Nick."
The brunette took a long drag from the joint, holding it in his lungs before releasing it in a sigh as he tore the page from the notebook and then crumpled it in his hand. He stared at it for a moment before uncrumpling it and proceeding to tear it into tiny pieces that he then burnt one by one with his lighter, letting the ashes fill the ash tray on the coffee table. "Stupid fuckin' idea." he muttered to himself as he leaned back against the back of the couch and took another drag from the joint.
— FIVE SONGS TO DESCRIBE NICK
FAMILY TRADITION by Senses Fail — My father taught me first hand how to be set free; give up and run away. I wish I could drain out his half of blood in me, but I'd still have his face. I curse reflections every day. So help me, please someone come quick, I think I am losing it. Forgive me, I inherited this, from a stranger I'll never miss.
FEEL SOMETHING by Excision, I Prevail, & Illenium— I don't wanna break, but I did today. Guess I only have myself to blame. Sh-sh-should I just let go? (Should I just let go?). I'm afraid to let go (afraid to let go). I'd do anything, anything, just to feel something, just to feel something. Yeah, I'd give everything, everything, just to feel something, just to feel something.
BREAK STUFF by Limp Bizkit— I feel like shit. My suggestion is to keep your distance, 'cause right now I'm dangerous. We've all felt like shit and been treated like shit. All those motherfuckers that want to step up, I hope you know I pack a chain saw; I'll skin your ass raw. And if my day keeps goin' this way, I just might break somethin' tonight.
YOU SHOULD KNOW WHERE I'M COMING FROM by Banks — What if I said I would break your heart? What if I said I have problems that made me, mean? What if I knew I would just rip your mind apart, would you let me out? Maybe you can stop before you start. maybe you can see that I just may be too crazy to love. If I told you solitude fits me like a glove, would you let me out? You ought to know where I'm coming from, how I was alone when I burned my home. And all of the pieces were torn and thrown. You should know where I'm coming from.
BACKYARD SKULLS by Frightened Rabbit— All our secrets are smothered by dirt, underneath paving stones, lying, waiting to be told. Some stay hidden whilst some get found, like a long lost soul, like a skull beneath the ground. Backyard skulls, deep beneath the ground, all those backyard skulls are not deep enough to never be found.
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