#nightthough

[thelonelybreeze]

how if

---- i always wondering... how if my eyes are blue? how if i have blonde hair? or... how if i tell him about how much i love him before he left? ---- well, i might still be with him right now. sitting side by side. but i didn't i didn't do that. i didn't have that. either you...you also do not have it or did it. for whatever you always wondering in this life. No ! you have not.! ---- but Dear Darling, if you do not have it, it isn't meant to be yours if you didn't do it, it wasn't meant to be your time. ---- Darling, instead of thinking "how if...".... let's say we are grateful... for who we are, and what we've done. ---- because...believe me! Lord always knows... what best for us.

-quietluft

[poppxnk-af]

Night thought: The Queen....

Do you think the Queen watches porn?

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Night thought: Chickens and humans...

What if humans laid eggs and chickens gave birth?

[minimizethenoise]

Once my bed hits the pillow my mind seems to never stop

I was just thinking about my church and how fucked its been lately with gossip, lies and really just deceitful selfish people. I was thinking of my old pastors and our departure. The laat thing he said tome; he hugged me and whisphered in my "the thing that would make me the happiest would be to see you happy. Actually happy Kelli." I walked away with such a heavy heart and shame I thought that I was good a acting happy.