you, quiet and tired, zoning out, far away from here,
know that I'll choose you still.
even if you're disappointed in yourself and feel like you're going nowhere. sitting in silence with you and making you feel loved in it is all I want to do. I'll love you without words and you will know. my little monkey, you'll never be lonely.
you were and still are the sweetest part of my life. I can't wait to come home, put on something to watch and know you'll come sit next to me. i can't believe i lost you when i loved you most.
my favourite part of growing up was doing it with you.














