can you explain enyus lore and thats their perpose to es and to milgram??
oh dear. funnnyyyy you'd ask.
See, um. Ok. So. Essentially. Idk they just kinda showed up.p.p... They were a bit of an accident but people liked them so i ran with it!! I am fully aware that dissociative identity disorders are impossible to form after the age of 12. But, I suppose it was also kinda confirmed canon?? with the voices being controlilng of them and their identity? I HAVE NO IDEA TLDR DONT FLAME ME FOR THIS PLEASE ;(
This fic is set in trial three, as a what if before i knew ANYTHING about what was actually happening. Only Mahiru died, but Jackalope (ofc it's him) got a little too silly and kinda set es over the edge about it.
Enyu is Es' alter formed to protect them from the stresses of thousands of voices constantly judging them and the stresses of their job. I didn't really know what I was getting into, so sorry if I misrepresent things!!!
Anyways, what enyu knows how to do? Work. Just work. Nothing more, nothing less. They're the warden after all. It's their job. And all they want to know is that if they do their job, them and es become more safe. In doing so, they end up being more harmful. For example, when the mirror is broken and they split, enyu refuses to get treatment for the two of them for a while. It is only until they realize that their hand is too hurt, and they have to go for treatment, that they do so. (and es is too ashamed of what they have done to mahiru to do anything either. both of them should not be in charge of a prison let alonnneee a body.)
The fic is the push and pull between the two. Let me get into the relationships.
Enyu and the audience: It's complicated. They believe that the audience is their cross to bear, as that's what milgram has ordained for them. They use we/us pronouns to try and include the audience, but sometimes, it's also to include Es in it. like "cmon let's work!" and es is like "ur literally a fucking monster bro"
Enyu and Es: hooo boy. these two... well, they dont like each other? But enyu cares intensely for es. Think like an older sibling working continuous overtime for a kid's college fund except the kid does not want to go to college and also. something bad happened that the older sibling refuses to acknowledge. Enyu likes to try and comfort them, but when they actually start telling Enyu why they dont like them and milgram. That goes against Enyu's ideals, so they stop it and just kinda don't do much. Es despises Enyu. They kinda blame Mahiru's death on them both, but Enyu does not have the grief necessary and continues this cycle. Es also has passive suicidal ideaation so that's a really fun thing to add to the mess. Enyu believes they are the savior of them both but they are in fact not. they're probably makign things worse. Es believes Enyu has naught but bad intentions. kinda like mikoto and john in a way. And they never really fully acknowledge each other's existence.
Fun facts about the two!!
Es is like. regular canon es in a lot of ways. But, they're not being given any chance to grieve normally. because they feel like they're only furthering this cycle, because they know they're completing all the work... they cant get out of their room, they're not in control of anything, and it sucks. And theyre partially in denial about having an alter. so. um. they think they just black out and do that shit.
Enyu is aware of es. they just think that es is a weak idiot who is too weak to accept milgram. But they have the conception that "oh i cna save them. I can help them. We will become one with milgram" and they do not accept constructive criticism.
but enyu also has a pretty dulled sense of taste. AND, combined with a big sweet tooth. they do not lose that. They would get a drink that's like 100g of sugar as a reward if they do their job rlly well and then es would come to front, see how unhealthy that shit is, and throw it out, and then enyu would totally not be really upset about that.
also enyu does not go by the name of enyu. they go by The Warden. but that's a mouthful. They prefer to have their title as their #1 label. and they don't mind "it/they" as pronouns.
