#no future plans

[lufronus]

I'm at a point where I'm just overwhelmed with this life I was granted. Not in a depressed way, I just have no idea what to do with this life.

[nadineredlich]

[polymid]

No Future Plans

No future plans in these plains for a moving train is all that is needed No long numbers in this empty mind and disc-space for a drink and a chat can always be arranged No bed to "go at it" in in a troubled and fashioned city until The Lion appears and roars at me Saying "I've got a place for you." "But you will need to vanish again into the morrow."

[irushtothestart]

I don't believe in the Maya calendar... but right now I'm just hoping that it might be true, otherwise I've to confront myself with my dreamless future and so I can postpone thinking about my future and making plans about it until the 22nd December 2012 

[corwyning]

Hrmm the 20.

So I just turned 20... And this Terrifies me in a way. I mean before this last week I didn't care and have just been like "Whatever it's just a number" but now I just think it's a bigger deal... to me anyway.

I graduated High School 2 years and 4 days ago.  I've survived College for 2 years.  I have no idea what I'm doing in 2 years.

I need to find something to do for the rest of this summer. I have so many things to do and I don't want to do any of them right now.  

I have amazing people around me all the time. I'm slowly actually starting to care about people.  I guess I can't be a robot forever.

I am realizing that I am actually growing up and I still have a long way to go to achieve my goals in life.  I am not anywhere close to what I thought I would be doing when I was a kid and dreamed about being 20.

I started keeping a journal.  I like it so far.

I am actually freaking out about the future right now.  

I actually care about someone a lot and I don't even know...

I have lots of other things to say but I can't express.

I love you guys.

[lifeandtimesfys-blog]

So next year will you change your blogs name to the life and times of a second-year smithie?

Nope. I'm only blogging about my First-year. I have another Tumblr which will last forever because Tumblr is forever, but this blog will be finished when I finish this year off. Sadness.

[moronicgirl]

almost the end of the month which means it's almost time for a new tattoo! I know no one really cares, but this isn't the first time I've posted useless information on my boring life.

I'd really like to get something added to my left arm so that it looks a little less awkward, but instead I think I'm getting a big piece right on the front of my thigh.

randomly, strewn about tattoos on the body for life