#no identity

[an-angel-and-a-dog]

[loser-in-w0nderland]

I wanna use he/they pronouns but I know people will only ever see me as a girl. I feel like a guy but in a feminine way I want to be la pretty boy. Sometimes I like looking like a girl and enjoy being really feminine but I'll get hit with a deep sense of gender envy because I'm pretty like a girl and not a boy. I wanna love a boy the way a boy loves a boy but I wanna love a girl they way a girl loves a girl. No matter what I do I never feel like I'm really me.

[txicrose]

I have no actual fucking identity. No name, pronouns, gender, sexuality, hobbies, or interests. I do nothing. I am nothing. I'm just a dissociated body that's not even going through the motions because I can't function. I hate myself and my life. I don't know how to do anything and I'm incredibly tired of this pattern but I also feel nothing. I'm not a fucking person anymore.

[thequeen-of-noidentity]

Estoy cansada de las pérdidas, porque cada una de ellas hace que mi miedo al abandono y a la soledad sean cada vez más intensos. Prefiero irme antes que perderlo todo.

— The Queen Of No Identity

[fefairys]

anyone remember the streamer i made a joke in the tags like “i think he’s a girl. who said that?” about?

found out today:

he is in fact queer!!! asexual!!!!! i pogged so hard when he just offhandedly mentioned it in a vod i was watching

conversation that happened between him and chat

him: [wasnt paying attention to context but] oh they give you a dress to wear? well i’m down for that dresses are cute!”

chat member: [streamer] entering his femboy era?

him: *reads the above message* hahaha! who’s to say i’m not already in it? that i haven’t already been in it? :] (<- he always talks like his sentences end in this btw. reason i am enamored with him)

[melancholicvnt]

i literally have no concept of who i am when im alone. like an identity? wtf is that.

[mybrainisthickerthanmyass]

I love having mutuals that I have no clue what their real name is. Like ah yes, this is Curb and Cookie. H that’s their names, idc what their birth certificate says