#no headspace

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

Are we one or multiple?

Does it really matter

I suppose not

We have this conversation every day

I know I just

I know

It’s

Annoying?

I was gonna say complicated

Or nauseating

Or weird

Yeah

Fair

Fair

It’s just

Not a fun time?

I mean it can be

But not right now?

I mean we are about to go to sleep

True

I wish I was by the shoreline

Or kissing a girl

Real

Same

I wanna bite her lips and—

That’s off topic bitches

I know but it’s fun

Sigh

I love yall

I know

We’re yall

Yeah

Fair

Hahaha

lol

I feel better now

I know

We all do

[andytruther]

no headspace things ˚⋆𓇼˚⊹ 𖦹 ⁺｡° (my experiences)

^ fronters don't go anywhere when they're not fronting

^ i live inside my body, my brain, or sometimes inside media i consume (as in when i'm watching something or reading, I am absorbed in it)

^ i don't have aphantasia, i can picture things and imagine

^ when i daydream, i tend to daydream about stories i want to write or scripting for future events, not fronters

^ fronters sometimes have an internal image of themselves. more likely is disconnect from the body and feeling as if it's meant to be a different way rather than picturing something

^ things feel clearer when written down or spoken aloud. communication works best when written down or through text to speech

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

Instead of a headspace we more have a vague void that we sink in and out of… and yet always exist in. Even when fronting.

Like we can feel and then sort of picture our body langauge and facial expressions… but there’s no like actual place. We just.. exist. And sometimes for periods of time… we sink below… and don’t. Sinking back into our collective consciousness.

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

I feel bad that my system doesn’t have a headspace… makes me feel sometimes like we’re faking it. Even though I know not every system has one.

We just feel… unmoored and intangible sometimes. Doesn’t help we have mild memory issues I guess.

[wiltingretrospect]

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this is reminder front brain makes us feel like very. singlet when stressed