Internal Monologue & POV Thoughts List!!
𐙚⋆.˚ Noticing weird details when in shock (the color of someone's shoes, a crack in the ceiling)
𐙚⋆.˚ The thought they immediately try to un-think
𐙚⋆.˚ Mentally rehearsing a conversation seventeen times before having it
𐙚⋆.˚ Hyper-awareness of their own breathing in tense moments
𐙚⋆.˚ Latching onto something small and fixable when everything big is broken
𐙚⋆.˚ The moment they realize they've been holding their breath
𐙚⋆.˚ Second-guessing a read on someone, then being right anyway
𐙚⋆.˚ Remembering something at the worst possible time
𐙚⋆.˚ That specific mental static that isn't quite thinking
𐙚⋆.˚ Bargaining with themselves ("just get through the next five minutes")
𐙚⋆.˚ Noticing they're hungry/cold/tired only once the crisis is over
𐙚⋆.˚ Replaying something someone said with a new, terrible meaning
𐙚⋆.˚ The thought that arrives fully formed and changes everything
𐙚⋆.˚ Knowing the right thing to do. Doing the other thing.
𐙚⋆.˚ Arguing both sides of something until they're exhausted
𐙚⋆.˚ The way grief or love hijacks every unrelated thought
𐙚⋆.˚ That moment of calm before a decision that will cost them something
𐙚⋆.˚ Intrusive memories at inconvenient times
𐙚⋆.˚ Talking to themselves in second person when being hard on themselves
𐙚⋆.˚ The thought they won't let themselves finish










