#no praises

[brokenvesselspsalm31]

You did it!

Great job!

I’m proud of you!

A childhood empty of affirmations,

words non-existent,

replaced by silence

taking center stage.

The praises from parents,

a fantasy,

a shadow,

a mirage of the mind.

Neglect was reality,

struggling to not feel left behind,

abandoned,

unwanted,

oh how I wish I could hit rewind!

Replay life,

a do-over,

a mulligan,

and tell my child self,

“I’m loved!”,

“I’m wanted!”,

“I matter!”

[wonderlandcrows]

voice: sweet, soft, gentle most of the time but also sometimes you sound like someone I'd f i g h t (YOU'RE A GOOD, LET ME GIVE YOU PRAISE YOU ASSHOLE)

FUCKING ALWAYS READY TO FIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m actually p loud? once you get to know me at least