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noblycorruptedjustice replied to your post:OKAY BUT. ZOMBIE ROADTRIP FT NILE, ZOE, LEVI,...
Nile and Levi are the only decent drivers but they both argue on whose a better driver so they don’t actually manage to drive anywhere and Erwin takes the wheel
erwin is so fucking slow of a driver. zombies show up "ERWIN PUT THE PEDAL TO THE MEDAL" "THE SPEED LIMIT IS FORTY" "DUDE WERE GONNA DIE" "I CANT BREAK RULES"
zoe drives like a maniac
everyone else is too young to drive.
Divergent-Style Branch Selection
Nile and Erwin are in the same class. Erwin graduates at the top of their class, it's natural talent and wit, they say. Nile is right behind him, he strove for his seat in second place.
One by one the recruits are called up, alphabetically, to the three bowls. In one bowl is a stone, a brick from the walls. In another, a revolver, the side arm used by the police. And in the third, the feathers of the geese that freely traveled over the walls.
A blood sacrifice determined your place.
For Nile, the choice was easy. He'd been working towards joining the Military Police his entire life. There hadn't been a day where he'd considered anything else. When his name was called, he walked with confidence, slicing his palm over the revolver and standing behind it.
Name after name was called, until Erwin was next. His parents watched with pride, sure their son would take the same path as his friend. As top of his class, Erwin would be guaranteed an officer's position in the Military Police.
Nile, in contrast, could not watch as Erwin stepped up to the platform. He knew exactly what Erwin would choose, and he couldn't bear to see it first hand. The cracks in the floor suddenly become very interesting to the young man.
When the shocked sound of gasps reaches his ears, Nile knows Erwin has chosen. He looks up just in time to see Erwin stepping down the stairs behind the Legion's bowl, wrapping his hand in cloth. Nile tries to meet his eyes now, but Erwin will not look at him.
Erwin had looked to Nile for guidance and acceptance before cutting his hand, and received none. Nile would not look at him then, and now he would have no chance.
"I was always second place- I never really mattered did I?"
It was always going to come to this. It’s no surprise when Nile says as much.
Erwin meets the other man’s eyes, capturing his gaze and holding it fast. Those words worm their way beneath his skin, Dawk ever so skilled at getting under it without even trying. He’s possessed that power longer than Erwin remembers. Even so, he never says as much. Won’t betray it.
He knows Nile can sense it. He knows Nile will see the shift and yet he shuts down anyway. It’s a conscious decision, one Erwin is unable to stop but hates himself for all the same.
"It’s true." Erwin confirms, and the pain in his chest threatens to eat him alive. Fingers coil into fists, if only to quell the trembling in his hands. Clutch them tight and still the shakes.
"You always were second place, even when you were my first choice."
"That was your choice, Nile. I can’t convince you that you’re more than you believe you are. You sabotage yourself, thinking that way. And I’m not certain I’m the one who’ll ever be able to stop you, as much as I wish you would see that. As much as I wish you would listen. If I could only make you believe it.”
Don’t blink. Don’t stop. Don’t reach for his hand. Don’t bend. Don’t break. Don’t make compromises. It’s for the best. Just let go. Walk away. Say goodbye. Turn off. Ice over. Go cold. Go numb.
"You always mattered. You always will. Until the day you convince yourself you don’t. Then, you’ll convince me I was wrong.”
“Commaaaaander,” remains incredibly ambiguous as to who she’s referring to.
noblycorruptedjustice replied to your post:noblycorruptedjustice replied to your post:hange...
Nile mishears that as entertain and sputters in a mixture of false anger and embarrassment
zoe grabbing nile in the hall after he chews erwin out at a meeting
"fuck you, fuck me"
// newly added relationships page. I'm now like falling asleep at the keyboard, so this'll have to be it for tonight. I'm constantly adding to this, so please let me know if you'd like to be included, especially if we RP or are planning to RP in the near future.
noblycorruptedjustice replied to your post: i love nile dawk bc im nile dawk
-looks into window at you and thinks it’s a mirror-
how can u c in2 my eyes like open doors
"What happened to you?" + "Explain yourself."
Put one of these in my askbox to see how my Muse reacts.
It hasn’t even been an hour since he’s returned to the Walls with the rest of his soldiers, and Nile’s already bothering him with questions. He’s missing an arm, his body is going numb, his head aches, he feels weak and cold and the last thing he wants to do is hold meaningless conversations. As it is, he’s barely clinging onto the last bits of his consciousness.
”Nile. Get out of my way. I don’t—” His voice wobbles, fingers holding tight onto the reigns of his horse to prevent himself from falling off like his body was pushing him to do. “—don’t have to explain anything to you.”
