When no one is looking...
Who am I? Am I still a creative? I'm easily influence so it seems. I want regulation in my nervous system but that first starts with realizing that I have to be able to encounter emotion, feel it, and go on knowing that better will be here. Life cannot be about the chance to chase better, but the chance to be. Literally experience it all. When it is time to weep, i must weep, when it is time to laugh, i will laugh, pain must be felt right along with the joys. Pain brings as much to life as does peace. But why must I remind myself of this always? What is so hard about releasing control and just living. I don't have to be right, I just have to be grateful for all that God has created. I have to know my truths and just live by them. I guess that's the bigger picture. When no one is watching, what are my truths?