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my taste in men
HELLO i heard you were looking for no-eul requests 😝 i am a hardcore no-eul gooner so here i am
for angst : no-eul gets badly injured OR her and reader gets into a heated argument
for smut : i want to try smth more hardcore with her, like gun play…but if you’re not comfy with that we can just have rough sex lol it’s all good
have a nice day :3
cathartic.
Pairings: kang no-eul x fem!reader
CW: nsfw, female reader, afab reader, wlw, gunplay, rough sex, fingering, biting, marking, gagging-ish, established relationships, noeul and reader are married, guard reader, not too angsty I feel like giving yall a break, oh no girls having sex, again all consensual, argument, blood, violence, mention of those weirdass guards that harassed her in that one ep, heavy injury, profanity, gunplay as in putting a gun to the reader’s head bc I really don’t like the shoving a gun into someone’s coochie thing, I didn’t know which one to choose so I did both, not proofread.
A/N: LORD my digital footprint will come to haunt me in the future but I DONT GIVE A SHI btw should I replace this top an with a synopsis..now playing — killshot by magdalena bay.🕯️
Recklessness.
Your greatest enemy that you couldn’t pull back from the grip it had on those you loved.
Sure, you could certainly avoid your own judgement clouded by the clutches of rash decision that swirled into your skull like an intoxicating smoke. Drawing you in closer as your eyelids fluttered shut from its daze inflicted upon you, and traced you further into decisions you wish you’d never made. It wasn’t quick and rapid like the thoughtless actions it compelled you to make, no.
On the contrary, it was slow and practiced as it snaked its way to overtake your mind and curl its fingers around your wrist tightly, maneuvering it closer to the absence of your brain in what you had done. Perhaps it compelled you to think with every other cell in your body in an urge that your gut was right, or maybe those initial bursts of emotion were needed, rather than the composed exterior that many are told to maintain. Front firm and unfeeling as your humanity would be kept away in a deep crevice that marked your heart.
You tried to keep away from it. Astutely hovering still until you got a full picture of the sight laid out before you, whether it was traced in sand or blood. You always tried to avoid rashly reacting in a harsh lunge headfirst, refusing to allow your emotions to shackle you in a clank forward as you tried to break free from the impulse that chained you down. But if anything, your suppression is what truly kept you chained away, pushing down what begged to seep out.
Though, you were human after all. And constant composure was a far fetched dream, if not a robotic determination that would rip away the flesh of your heart, hammering it into hard metal of an unfeeling creature. Or even a human drained dry of all she had, akin to a lifeless corpse with hollows for eyes that stared off aimlessly into whatever direction its head pointed in. Which may have explained the blood curdling scream that caught in your throat at the sight of No-eul half put together, stumbling back in in a trail of crimson drops that fell from her side.
The large gash bleeding through the hot pink of her jumpsuit in sickening stains of red darkening the uniform, was accompanied by her labored breaths shallowing out in a low, crowded hum through the holes of her mask. You’d spend some time waiting in her assigned room instead of your own quite frequently, earning complaint after complaint from the manager to go back to your own room to cooperate in accordance with the game rules. His nagging voice meant nothing to you under the soft, earnest embrace of your wife lazily curling an arm over the cool skin of your hip, nose buried into your collarbone from behind in slow, eased breaths fanning against your nape.
Joining the games as a guard with her was probably not the best choice for you, and you knew that. You were well aware that death could have awaited at your door in its looming shadow, despite the lower risk that persisted rather than the inherent permanence of your life coming to an end as a player instead. You weren’t necessarily cut out for gunning down others, especially when they pleaded with such a pitiful expression scrunched up in tears, hands clasped together with their bottom lip trembling as if it would save them.
No-eul on the other hand? Well, her unfeeling front as her finger snapped down on the trigger never failed to frighten you every time you glanced over at her from the corner of your eye. Watching her squint into the magnified scope of her sniper, before hearing a loud bang followed by the wet thud of a body falling to the flood in a puddle of their own blood. It in fact made you uneasy. Seeing the same woman who hemmed you tight in the protective grasp of her arms, kissing your forehead before she fell asleep against you—take the life of those you deemed innocent without as much as flinching.
Maybe you just weren’t cut out for this job. But you couldn’t say much, considering her esteemed status back in the North Korean military before she defected.
No-eul’s inaudible groans muffled against the fabric of her glove, slammed over her parted lips in the cold air conditioning ventilated in the enclosure of her miniscule room. Back flat against the hardened cushioning of her bed as your hands worked against the open wound lodged in her side, alongside a few other cuts that were freshly scarred in deep, red lacerations across her skin. Decorating her chest and reaching even as far as her thighs.
The rigid, coarse cloths and cotton the composed her guard uniform were discarded to the side in a pile of hot pink and black, leaving her in nothing but her undergarments in searing pain. Her breath catching in her throat and unable to swallow back at even the slightest touch of cotton pressed to the dug in gashes outlined over her ribs. Your worry had to be put aside for the sake of treating your lover from such hazardous wounds that could potentially kill her if left to bleed out for far too long.
How she had ended up trashed in cuts and the occasional stab gnawed away at you in perpetual curiosity, prodding at the back of your head with each dab of alcohol over her soiled wounds, peeking past the openings of her paled skin over the designated areas in bright red. You wanted to scream at her, spit out your disdain for her careless behavior, paired with your perturbation at the prospect of losing her.
The fear that all those nights of you trailing behind her to the metal door nailed in a thick sheet before you, with the steel ‘011’ hammered head level onto it would be a distant memory. The times when you’d lay in her grasp and reach up to touch her face in her sleep to make sure she was there, to which No-eul would respond by stirring in her groggy state with a quiet grumble as she held you close back to her. You didn’t want it to all be something you’d never see again, and you dreaded the idea of seeing No-eul wrapped in the same black casket decorated in pink ribbon.
Cruelty lingered in the maze of the games, embroidered from the walls down to the floor you walked on. Trapped in the delirium of watching those who fell to their side in sodden rips of flesh, one by one until it crept up to haunt you. Now targeting your wife as a prime target that the game drooled at, closing in from every angle as you tried to remedy the physical and mental scars the atmosphere blanketed onto you two in a sickening shroud. No-eul swallowed audibly as you finished bandaging her up, tucking the tourniquet into the wounds delving so far into her skin, you believed that only a sadist could take their time inflicting something so practiced and deliberate.
Drawing in a breath, you curled your lip in disapproval to the situation she had entangled herself in, that same annoyance further bubbling to the surface when you saw her face devoid of any emotion that longed to apologize or fear her fate. Just pure apathy in contrast to the burning sensation still stinging at her wounds. Becoming incredulously blase to the horrific state she had been left in within her own room.
“What the hell were you thinking?”
No-eul’s eyes flitted up to meet yours, heavy lidded and piercing. Gaze so sharp it could burn through obsidian, and instill fear in anyone foolish enough to provoke her.
“I wasn’t thinking anything. I was just doing my job.” she replied, shutting her lips right after as if this was no big deal for her.
Your teeth grit together at her response, lacking the chalant approach she would’ve had to literally almost being gutted on the floor by the time you came back, crawling over on her stomach to reach some sort of treatment which she likely wouldn’t have gotten, hadn’t you been around.
“Who?” you inquired sharply, voice racked with a faint quiver as you struggled to meet her gaze. The words were void of any care or tender regard you typically harbored, only spoken for the sole purpose of recounting the events that had led to this point.
“(Name). You don’t have to—“
Hastily, your hands landed on the bony surface of her thinned shoulders, bare with nothing but her bra strap coiled over her skin to clasp back behind her. Your fingers dug deep into the descending callouses of her skin burying your fingers to sink into her, earning her to lean back and away from your harsh motions. However, you of all people should’ve known your wife wouldn’t take kindly to your impromptu aggressions straying from your usual concern toward her, especially if it was something as small as grabbing her shoulder.
“Just fucking tell me—!”
Normally, you wouldn’t have even yelled at her as you did, much less grabbed her to demand answers. And surely, your brain had been turned to mush from what you had done on impulse, even if it wasn’t inherently harmful in any way. As it would do for any human, your reckless behavior had done nothing but cloud the need for closure pooling in you on instinct, sweetened by your adoration, yet tainted by your anger.
“Please. You know I hate seeing you hurt.”
“That doesn’t mean I’m obligated to tell you anything.”
“Obligated—? I’m your wife! Do you hide anything else from me?”
“I don’t.”
“Then god, why are you so insufferable when it comes to things like this?! It’s as if I’m the only person who cares about you and you just want to see me hurt when you’re not around!”
Your grip instinctively yanked forward her. And it may have been her last straw.
“Take your hand off of me. Now.”
Shit.
You cautiously withdrew your hand from her shoulder, throat dry as you tried to scramble for the words to explain yourself. Opening your mouth, you only let out a hoarse whimper equivalent to that of a wounded animal, completely unable to apologize for the bullshit you just pulled with your own wife.
“Wait— No-eul, I didn’t mean to..I’m sorry.”
“Does that warrant you being impatient as you just were?”
You shook your head in resignation, almost embarrassed by how quickly you groveled before her. Slowly backing up the closer she inched to you until your back collided with the cold concrete adorning the ivory colored walls. Scraped over in chipped paint that scratched along the fabric of your uniform still on you. No-eul’s hands rested on either side of your waist, planted firmly as she craned over to meet you in a proximity that cut off any possible space held between you two, warm breath fanning over the cold sweat of your jaw.
“I’m sorry.” you muttered out quietly once more, perking up to raise your chin as you stared up at No-eul caging you under her frame against the wall.
“You should be.” her whisper dripping with venom had been the last thing on your mind as your jaw gaped at the way she carefully undid your uniform, relishing in the heavy breaths hitching up against the back of your throat. Fingers working their way against the deep pink to unzip and peel off every little zipper and crevice of the jumpsuit that held it together. All before discarding it to the side with her own bloody uniform tossed aside.
And you just let her. Drinking in the sight of her trapping you under the guise of her hypnotic eyes, void of forgiveness with each dizzying ministration you were subjected to as her lips met your skin. Not like you minded anyway, you should atleast have to make it up for prying even a little. Suddenly, No-eul had breathed out a response against your throat, an incoherent mumble vibrating along your jugular as you bit back a pitiful whine from the sensation.
“Number 005, and 007.”
Oh. Those two. The others who had sought the taste of extracting the innards of players, leaving them alive to wallow in misery and pain, alongside leaving their body warm for the sake of fresh organs. You recalled that No-eul had in fact attempted to put them out of their misery by burying bullets into their vital organs, killing off the players quicker than the other guards had wanted. Evidently so, they despised her for it, spewing threats left and right with a pinch of incessant mockery to steer her away.
But you never thought it would get this far.
Even to the point where No-eul’s breath hitched in pain as her kisses trailed down your body, aching at the slightest movement that seemingly contorted her torso, even if it was a light hunch over to where her stomach rolled in from the dome curved over her back.
“No-eul. Your injuries…you really shouldn’t—“
“I’m fine.”
It was undeniable that you in fact were in love with her, but that didn’t diminish the chokehold she had on you. Not in a means of control or power held over you, but rather a reminder that she loved you and vice versa. A reminder that every drop of her blood, every fiber in her body screamed your name. A cathartic caress that eased you into a touch, all while worshipping you. But also aligned with both of your natures, a depiction of both the best and worst sides of you coming out, raw and unfiltered.
Despite all the gasps that slipped past your parted lips, audibly pleading for her to resume, you could sense the pause of her lips stuck momentarily on the supple flesh of your breast. You blinked open an eye, noticing her gaze fixed elsewhere to the side, lingering on the bedside table in its simplistic glory, harboring a certain hand sized object. Sleek and black.
You didn’t even have time to react as her hand darted over to curl her fingers around the handle of the revolver, your pupils blown wide at the freezing steel caressing your forehead. Fear piled within you at her pointer finger grazing the rim circled in a protective ring over the trigger, tracing up and down the metal as she drove it into your head. Pressing against you as No-eul carefully parted your hair to give the revolver room to kiss your forehead as she tucked the strands falling over the front behind your ears.
“Listen.”
With a gulp, you did. Shrinking back as you slumped against the freezing concrete of the wall touching your bare skin. All while No-eul’s hand rested on the innermost part of your thighs, leisurely prying them open to inspect your panties clinging to your cunt shamefully in a damp clutch. She scoffed, keeping the gun held to your forehead firmly, unmoving. You swore you saw her hand brush over the trigger for a split second, levering down momentarily before returning back to the outside.
Coaxing you to lay flat against the bed, you hesitantly complied, struck in fear from your own wife’s presence hovering above you as she was utterly transfixed on you. Starved to the point where she could devour you whole as she delighted in your compliance. You lowered yourself while she lowered the gun in accordance with your forehead, her thighs mounting either side of your waist as her chest was flushed in a rose hue while she pinned you down.
However, No-eul wasn’t stupid. Not even close. It shouldn’t have come as a surprise when she felt the tremble of your frame writhing beneath her touch, muscles taut and jaw clenched as you squeezed your eyes shut, likely tensed from the metallic caress brushing over your forehead in a frigid touch. Your breaths expelled from your lungs quickly in short, rapid exhales of air, involuntarily sighing out small whines at every little touch she traced down your exposed body arched against her.
Suddenly, the familar feel of her soft lips grazed against the shell of your ear, murmuring gentle whispers that your shoulders loosened at. Gradually melting into her touch at the tenderness you recognized as your own wife, seeping out from the exterior of a guard meant to kill for the games.
“I won’t if you don’t want to.” No-eul assured you, tracing up your shoulder with her freehand as her fingertips skipped along the goosebumps bright along your skin.
To which you managed a nod through your choked back voice.
“Just be careful with your injuries…”
—
You had been under her countless times, sprawled out and bare as you pleaded and awaited her touch mirroring that of a goddess, a need you chased in your life while her name breathlessly fell from your lips. Every time, it never tired you. Slumber far out of reach whenever her fingers worked over your clit, or her sloppy kisses smudged over your stomach. After all, how could you bring yourself to sleep in those moments within such a gentle embrace masked behind the curtains of your intimacy?
Head tipped back, you couldn’t control the crescendo of moans that muffled against the cloth of No-eul’s ski mask pressed against the flat of your tongue, any words you could possibly speak dying against the pitch black cloth as your back curved up in an arch. The remaining sanity you had clung onto had dissipated into nothingness at the blanking fervor your body jolted upward with at the tingling heat of her middle and ring finger sinking into your core, parting your walls along the ridges of her calloused digits.
The revolver was still kept pressed to your forehead, a worthy motive for you to comply with her harsh movements equating to a punishment that warranted your noises squeaking out pathetically past the dark cloth cutting off your speech. Even if you wanted to, you couldn’t. Not from the way that No-eul resumed to burrow her fingers knuckles deep, pressing into you sensually and parting subtly to push apart the hot, spongy embrace her fingers were trapped in. Hips jutting up whenever No-eul’s fingers curled agatinst those particular spots you longed for her to hit.
Obscene whimpers continued to spill out of you endlessly, alongside your hips bucking up to meet her fingers enveloped in the warm caress of your cunt sucking her in, head thrown back to expose the delectable flesh of your throat available for her to sink her teeth into whenever you pleaded for her through the mask. Even when you were gagged and unable to speak, No-eul knew you far too well as her beloved. Down to the smallest detail being evident and clicking in her brain to brighten the fluorescent light of a bulb switching on, simply by fixating on the sight of your reddened, bite-littered thighs twitching. Parting further to welcome her touch into you like you had craved.
Or even your glassy eyes meeting hers, hypnotized by the way she greedily sunk her teeth into your collarbone or shoulder as she savored the supple skin dragged between her incisors. Leaving her mark on you in such an intense flame of lust building within her and latching onto her like she sought you as her carnal desire. Her beloved, the woman she’d die for until the end of time. The woman that was her sanctuary she laid in, as well as the one she’d give a piece of her soul to while vowing to nurture the piece you entrusted her with. Yet also her amourous need when you both had desired it.
Your voice grew increasingly hoarse from the unforgiving pace her fingers worked at within you, the tips of her unevenly cut nails dragging along that spot inside you as her teeth continued to burrow into your skin. Ranging all the way from your neck down to your thighs, wherever No-eul could gain access to biting you while keeping you spread open for her as her fingers pumped in and out of you at a quickening pace. Movements growing far more rugged and vicious each time your cunt contracted around her, squeezing her tight and slowing her pace quite a bit.
The intensity of your orgasm washed over you not too long after, snapping in your lower belly as you arched up atop her fingers. No-eul drew in sharp breaths at the feel of you spilling against her, thumb idly resting on your clit and her eyes heavy. You couldn’t describe the sudden warmth that consumed you from within at the dizzying overtaking you, accompanied by No-eul burying her face into the crook of your neck as she withdrew her fingers from you. Coated and held together by thin strings adorning the glistening digits she held up with a brief smile, almost like she was proud and showing off how hard she made you cum just now.
Though your bliss was short lived at her gaze kicking back onto yours, lips thinned out in a straight line as her finger rested on the trigger. Fuck, that was right. The gun had never left your forehead. Your breath hitched at the sight of her index finger slowly curling down, hiking the trigger further and further back until—
click.
You slowly fluttered your eyes back open, perplexed with so many questions floating at the back of your head. Instinctively letting her crumpled ski mask fall out of your mouth. How come your lover supposedly betray you? Or why were you still here?
Oh. It was empty the whole time.
Opening your mouth to retort at her bullshit prank, you were immediately cut off by her lips pressed against yours in a chaste kiss delivered against you gently. Taking her time to drown you in the languid taste of her drenched in sweat, yet tinged with that signature taste you’d never forget. As long as it was No-eul herself, you’d refuse to ever forget. Her pecks trailed across your face down to the bites burning against your skin as a sort of apology that alleviated the sting, before returning back to cup your face in a single hand.
“I’d never actually hurt you.”
No-eul reclined on her bed beside you, reaching for the covers as her cheek pressed to yours under the darkened shroud of her room swallowed in a cool breeze complimenting your features lowered in the dark. Her gaze softened as she inspected the occasional tremble of your body against hers, thumbing your shoulder in comforting circles.
“Because I love you too much to even think about it.”
A/N: ugh I had a specific way I wanted to end this but I FUCKING FORGOT anywayyyy we are back on the I remember how to write nsfw train because my smut has been bootycheeks recently and im getting back into it so PLEASEEEE
spot the difference
oh yeah btw I got a fic idea so how do u guys feel about vampire noeul hypothetically just a hypothetical not like I’ll actually write it ahahahaha…shhh.
Borrowed Body
cuckquean!Semi x fem!reader x Noeul
synopsis: A late night confession finally cracks open Semi’s deepest fantasy - watching you, the girl she loves, unravel under someone else’s body while she calls the shots. The two of you step into a dimly lit bar looking for the perfect stranger, and one small, crooked smirk later, you bring Noeul home. Semi sets the rules, and discovers just how loud devotion can get when it’s spoken through another woman’s touch...
genre: smut, established relationship, light aftercare
warnings: mild daddy kink, oral & fingering (reader receiving), thigh riding (reader on top), voyeurism, masturbation, mild restraint, orgasm control, edging, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, squirting, praise, light degradation
word count: 6k
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You and Semi are both lying on your stomachs across the bed, heads at opposite ends, feet kicking lazily in the air like two teenagers at a sleepover. The lights are dimmed to their lowest setting, casting soft gold over Semi’s bare arms and the little freckles you love along her neck. Some quiet playlist hums from her phone on the nightstand. It feels safe. It feels like the kind of night where secrets can finally crawl out of hiding.
You’re the one who breaks the silence first.
“So… I’ve been thinking.” You start, tracing mindless patterns on the duvet between you. Your voice is smaller than you want it to be. “We’ve never really… talked about… stuff. Like. The really private stuff.”
Semi’s foot stills mid kick. She turns her head on the pillow, one eyebrow raised, lip ring catching the light. “…Stuff?”
You nod, cheeks already on fire. “Like… kinks. Fantasies. Things we’ve maybe thought about but never said out loud because… I don’t know. It feels scary to say them.”
She’s quiet for a second, then rolls onto her side, propping her head in her hand. The movement makes her tank top ride up, exposing the sharp cut of her hipbone and the little silver barbell in her navel you love to kiss. She looks suddenly younger, softer, nervous, her usual cocky armour nowhere to be found.
“I wanna know.” She says, voice low. “Everything. Even the embarrassing shit. Especially the embarrassing shit.”
You laugh, breathless. “You first, then.”
She groans dramatically, flopping onto her back and throwing an arm over her eyes.
“Fuck, okay. Fine. I like… when you hold my wrists down. Like, really hold them. Above my head, or behind my back, whatever. It makes me feel-” She peeks at you from under her forearm, ears pink. “Helpless, but safe. Because it’s you.”
Your stomach flips. You’ve done it before, instinctively, but hearing her say it out loud makes it real.
“I also really like choking.” She adds, quieter. “Giving and receiving. Not, like, passing out choking. Just… pressure. Your hand on my throat while you’re inside me, or mine on yours when I’m on top. The trust thing gets me.”
You swallow hard. “Noted.”
She nudges your ankle with her foot. “Your turn, coward.”
You hide your face in the pillow for a second, muffling a whine. When you lift your head again, she’s watching you with those big brown eyes, patient, no judgement, just open.
You pick at a loose thread on the blanket. “Okay. Um. This one’s… really mortifying.”
“Baby, I just admitted I want you to strangle me during sex. I think we’re past mortifying.”
Fair.
You take a shaky breath. “Sometimes when I… touch myself… I say-” Your voice cracks. You force the words out before you lose your nerve. “I call you Daddy. In my head. Out loud, even, when I know you can’t hear me. I don’t know why it started, it just… does it for me. A lot. And I’ve been terrified to say it to your face because what if you think it’s weird or creepy or-”
Semi makes this broken little sound, somewhere between a laugh and a moan, and suddenly she’s on you, rolling half on top of you and pinning your body with hers. Her pupils are huge.
“Say it again.” She whispers against your mouth, voice absolutely wrecked. “Please.”
Your heart is hammering so hard you’re dizzy.
“Daddy.” You breathe, barely audible.
She shudders, full body, hips rolling involuntarily against your thigh. “Fuck, that’s… Okay, yeah, we’re keeping that. Holy shit.”
You laugh, shaky with relief and arousal, and she kisses you hard, desperate, like she’s trying to crawl inside your skin. When she finally pulls back, her face inches from yours, she’s flushed all the way down her chest.
“Okay.” She says, voice rough. “My turn again. And this one’s… bigger. I need you to know it’s just a fantasy, alright? It doesn’t have to ever happen. I love what we have. I love us. But since we’re being honest…”
You nod, stroking her cheek. “Anything.”
She closes her eyes and takes a deep breath.
“I think about watching someone else fuck you.”
The words hang in the air like smoke. You blink, brain buffering. “…What?”
“Not, like, replacing me.” She rushes out, eyes snapping open, panicked. “Never that. Just… the idea of you completely falling apart on someone else’s cock, or fingers, or tongue, whatever, while I’m right there. Watching every second… Telling them how you like it…. Telling you you’re doing so good for me... Seeing you try to be quiet because you’re embarrassed someone else is hearing you like that, but you can’t, because I won’t let you.” Her voice cracks on the last word. “It’s fucked up, I know. I’m sorry-”
You cup her face with both hands, cutting her off. “Hey. Hey. Breathe. It’s not fucked up.”
She tries to look away. You don’t let her.
“It’s surprising.” You admit softly. “Really surprising. But… it’s not… bad. Not wrong. Just… new.”
She searches your face, ashamed. “You’re not… grossed out?”
You shake your head. “I’m… turned on and kind of overwhelmed at the same time. Which is honestly how I feel about most of the things you do in bed.”
That startles a wet laugh out of her.
You kiss her nose. “Is it… something you actually want to try someday? Or is it just a really good porno in your brain?”
She bites her lip, shrugging one shoulder. “I don’t know… Both? The fantasy is safe because it’s impossible, maybe. But if you ever… I don’t know. If we ever met someone we trusted, someone who got it wasn’t about them, it was about you and me… I don’t think I’d say no.” She exhales shakily. “But if you hate the idea, we delete it from the record forever and never bring it up again.”
You’re quiet for a long time, thumb stroking her cheekbone.
“I don’t hate it.” You say finally. “I just… need to sit with it. It’s a lot. But I love that you told me. And I love that we can say the scary shit out loud now.”
She nods, eyes glassy with relief. You pull her down so her head is on your chest, fingers threading through her short hair, and she makes a contented sound muffled against your skin.
Two weeks later you’re both dressed nicer than a normal night out. Semi’s in a black cropped blazer and low rise cargos that make her look illegally hot, you’re in a tight little dress she picked out because “it makes your legs look endless.” You’re at some dimly lit bar downtown, nursing the same two drinks for an hour, shoulders brushing in a corner booth.
Semi’s been scanning the room on and off, casual about it, like she’s just people watching. You’ve both been giggling nervously every time your eyes meet, stealing kisses, pretending you’re not on a weird little mission.
Then her gaze catches on someone across the bar and stays there.
You follow it.
Tall girl. Sharp eyes, full lips, dark hair tied up messily, wearing a leather jacket over a cropped tank. She’s leaning back against the counter, one boot kicked up on the rail, eyes lazily dragging over the crowd - until they land on you.
And stay.
Semi’s lips curve, slow and a little wicked. She leans in, mouth brushing your ear. “What about her?”
Your pulse spikes so hard you feel it in your throat. The girl - Noeul, you’ll later learn - tilts her head, smirking faintly when she realizes she’s been caught looking. Her gaze flicks to Semi for a second, something unreadable passing between them, then back to you. Dark. Interested.
Semi’s hand finds your thigh under the table, squeezing once.
“Well?” She murmurs, voice husky. “She’s definitely looking at you like she wants to ruin you… and I think she knows I’d let her.”
You swallow hard, heat pooling low in your belly. Your fingers tighten around your glass.
“…Maybe.” You breathe.
Semi smiles. It’s small, nervous, but absolutely thrilled. She turns just enough to catch Noeul’s eye again. She lifts two fingers off her drink in a subtle little wave.
Noeul’s smirk widens.
The bar is loud, but soon the three of you have carved out a pocket of quiet at the far end of the corridor that leads to the single stall bathrooms. The music is muffled here, bass thudding through the walls like a distant heartbeat. Neon from a Budweiser sign paints everything red and blue.
Noeul leans one shoulder against the wall, arms loosely crossed, leather jacket creaking when she shifts. She’s the same height as Semi, and the way she’s looking at the two of you is calm, curious, a little amused, like she’s already figured out this isn’t a normal pickup.
Semi has your hand in a death grip. She’s trying to look cool, but you can feel the tremor in her fingers.
Noeul’s gaze flicks between you both.
“So,” she says, voice low and smooth, “your girlfriend waved me over like she was flagging down a taxi. I’m guessing this isn’t about buying me a drink.”
Semi huffs a nervous laugh. “Yeah. Not exactly.”
You squeeze her hand: I’m with you. Semi takes a breath and steps half in front of you, protective even now.
“Here’s the deal.” She says, voice steadying as she speaks. “We’re together. Like, together together. This isn’t a hookup thing where we’re looking for a third to keep. It’s… a scene. One night. Very specific rules.”
Noeul’s brows lift, but she doesn’t interrupt. She’s listening, really listening.
Semi keeps going. “I watch. Only. I don’t touch you, you don’t touch me unless she,” she tips her head toward you, “explicitly asks for it. You touch her, you do exactly what I tell you to do to her, and you stop the second either of us says stop. No questions, no convincing, no ‘are you sure.’ Red means full stop, yellow means slow down or check in. Green means keep going.”
Noeul’s mouth curves, not mocking, just acknowledging the thoroughness. “You came prepared.”
“We’re not new to negotiating.” Semi says. “We’re new to doing it with someone who isn’t a toy.”
You feel your face go hot, but Noeul just nods, eyes flicking to you for the first time with something gentler in them.
Semi’s voice drops. “Most important part: you’re not replacing me. You’re… an extension of me tonight. I’m the one fucking her, just with your hands. Your mouth. Whatever I decide. If that’s not what you’re into, we shake hands and walk away, no hard feelings.”
Noeul is quiet for a beat. Then she uncrosses her arms and straightens, giving Semi her full attention.
“I’m not interested in being anyone’s girlfriend.” She says bluntly. “But I’m very interested in the idea of following precise instructions while someone gorgeous falls apart in front of me. Especially if her gorgeous girlfriend is the one conducting.” Her gaze slides to you, slow, deliberate. “And I like how you keep looking at me like you’re already imagining it.”
Your knees almost give out.
Semi exhales, shaky with relief and arousal. “Safe word system good with you?”
“Red, yellow, green. Good with me.” Noeul says. “I’ll use them too if I need them. I’m good with marks as long as they’re not visible.”
Semi nods, the last of her tension bleeding out, and Noeul smiles - small, sharp, warm all at once. “I trust you have the good lube.”
Semi actually laughs, startled and bright. “Obviously.”
Noeul pushes off the wall, closing the distance until she’s close enough that you can smell leather and cedar and something faintly citrus on her skin. She doesn’t touch you yet, just looks at you, then back to Semi.
“Anything she especially likes?” She asks, like you’re not standing right there burning up.
Semi’s grin turns wicked. “She likes being told what a good girl she is when she’s trying to be quiet. Likes her hair pulled, but gentle at the roots, hard at the ends. Likes when someone spreads her open and just looks for a long time first. And she will literally sob if you circle her clit with your tongue but never quite touch it until she begs.”
Your whimper is embarrassingly loud in the hallway.
Noeul hums, pleased. “Noted.”
She offers her hand to Semi first, formal and weirdly sweet. Semi takes it, grip firm.
“Pleasure doing business.” Noeul says.
Then she turns to you, brushing a knuckle under your chin, tipping your face up.
“As for you,” she murmurs, voice velvet, “you just have to say yes, baby.”
You look at Semi. She’s watching you like you’re the only thing in the universe, eyes dark and shining, lips parted.
You nod.
“Yes.” You whisper.
Semi squeezes your hand one last time, then lets go, stepping back just enough to lean against the wall, arms loose at her sides, already settling into the role she asked for.
“Take her jacket off.” She says, soft but unmistakable. “Slow.”
Noeul obeys instantly.
And just like that, the night begins.
The drive back is twenty minutes of pure torture.
Semi drives, insisting she “needed her hands free to think.” You’re in the passenger seat, thighs pressed so tight together your legs are trembling. Noeul is in the back, one arm stretched along the seat, fingers idly brushing the nape of your neck every time Semi takes a turn. You’re already soaked through your panties and you haven’t even been kissed yes.
Conversation is light, surface level, but the air is thick.
“Music preference?” Semi asks, thumb tapping the wheel.
“Whatever you usually fuck her to.” Noeul answers, amused. “I wanna learn the playlist.”
You choke on nothing. Semi smirks, flicks to a private spotify list titled simply with a black heart emoji, and the bassline that fills the car is low, slow, filthy.
Noeul hums approval. “Good choice.”
The second the apartment door clicks shut behind you, the pretence drops. Semi flicks on only the dim lamp in the living room, warm amber light, then turns to both of you.
“Shoes off. Coats on the chair.“
She’s already in charge, voice calm, a little lower than usual. It’s the tone she uses when she ties your wrists to the headboard and you know you’re not allowed to cum until she says.
Noeul toes off her boots and shrugs out of her leather jacket. Underneath she’s wearing a thin black ribbed tank, no bra. She catches you staring and winks.
Semi steps close to you, cups your jaw, and kisses you soft and slow right in front of Noeul. A small reminder of who you belong to. You melt instantly.
When she pulls back, her eyes flick to Noeul.
“Living room’s too bright. Bedroom.”
Noeul follows without a word.
The bedroom is ready: mood lights on, bigger lamp off, lube and condoms in a neat row on the nightstand like a sex shop display. Semi must have set it up before you left. There’s even a fresh towel folded on the chair in the corner, the one Semi will sit in.
Semi points. “That’s my spot. You don’t look at me unless she tells you to. You don’t speak to me unless I speak first. Understood?”
Noeul’s grin is slow. “Yes, ma’am.”
The honorific makes Semi’s breath catch; she covers it with a raised brow. “Good.”
Then she turns to you and softens completely. “Color, baby?”
“Green.” You whisper. “So green.”
Semi kisses your forehead, then steps back and settles into the chair, legs spread, one boot tapping idly.
She nods at Noeul. “Kiss her. Slow. I wanna watch you learn her mouth.”
Noeul doesn’t rush. She steps in, tall enough that you have to tilt your head, and brushes your hair back from your face with both hands, gentle, reverent. Her thumbs stroke your cheekbones.
“Hi.” She murmurs, just for you.
“Hi.” You breathe.
Then she kisses you.
It’s different from Semi; it’s deeper, slower, a little more tongue on the first pass. She tastes like the whiskey she was drinking earlier and something sharper. You make a soft noise into her mouth and feel her smile against your lips.
Semi’s voice floats over, velvet and steel. “Hands on her waist, Noeul. Slide them up under her dress, but don’t touch anything good yet. Make her wait.”
Noeul obeys instantly, big hands slipping under the hem of your dress, palms hot against your bare skin. You shiver hard.
“Good.” Semi praises, and you’re not sure which of you she’s talking to. “Now pull her straps down. I wanna see the marks I left last week.”
Noeul eases the thin straps off your shoulders, letting the top of your dress pool at your waist. The cool air hits your breasts and your nipples tighten instantly. There are faint purple bruises along the tops from Semi’s mouth a few nights ago. Noeul traces one with her thumb, reverent.
Semi’s voice is a little rougher now. “Suck one into your mouth. Gentle at first. She likes when it builds.”
You whimper before Noeul even leans down.
When her mouth closes over your nipple, warm and wet and perfect, your head falls back. Your hands fly to her hair on instinct.
Semi clicks her tongue. “Hands down, baby. Let her work.”
You drop them to your sides, shaking.
Noeul spends a few minutes on your chest, licking, sucking, grazing with teeth until you’re panting and grinding air. Every time you get close to begging, Semi murmurs, “Not yet,” and Noeul pulls off with a wet pop, blowing cool air over the sensitive skin until you sob.
Finally Semi leans forward, elbows on her knees. “Noeul, take the dress off. Leave the panties.”
The fabric whispers down your legs and pools at your feet, leaving you in nothing but black lace. You’re trembling.
Semi’s eyes rake over you, possessive, hungry, proud.
“Look at you.” She says softly. “So fucking beautiful.”
Noeul echoes it under her breath, almost involuntary.
Semi smiles, slow and wicked. “On the bed, baby. On your back. Legs open.”
You scramble to obey.
Noeul stands at the foot of the bed, waiting for her next instruction like a perfectly trained soldier, and Semi finally, finally spreads her own thighs in the chair, one hand slipping down to palm herself over her cargos.
“Take her panties off with your teeth.” She says. “And then you’re gonna taste her until she cries. But you don’t let her cum until I say.”
Noeul drops to her knees without hesitation. Her hands settle on your thighs, thumbs stroking the crease where leg meets hip. She doesn’t dive in; she waits, eyes flicking to Semi for permission.
Semi’s voice is low, almost conversational, like she’s reading a recipe she’s memorised years ago. “Spread her open with your thumbs first. I want you to look at her for a while. Don’t touch her clit yet. Just look.”
Noeul obeys instantly. Big hands slide higher, pushing your thighs wider until you’re completely exposed. Cool air hits slick, swollen skin and you whimper. She uses her thumbs to part your folds, slow and deliberate, holding you open like she’s studying a work of art. You can feel how wet you are; the soft sound it makes when she spreads you is obscene.
You hear Semi exhale, shaky.
“Fuck. See how pretty she is when she’s desperate? That shine...”
Noeul hums agreement, breath ghosting over you.
“Gorgeous.” She murmurs, reverent.
You try to rock up, chasing contact, and Semi tsks. “No moving, baby. You take what we give you.”
Noeul’s tongue finally, finally touches you, one long, slow lick from entrance to clit, flat and wet and warm. Your back arches off the bed, a broken sound ripping out of your throat.
Semi moans softly in the chair. “Again. Same speed. She likes the first few slow so she can feel every inch of your tongue.”
Noeul does it again. And again. Long, deliberate drags that make your thighs shake against her palms. On the fourth pass she flicks the very tip of her tongue just under the hood of your clit, barely there, and your hips jerk hard enough that she has to pin you down.
Semi’s voice is starting to fray at the edges. “Circle it now. Light. Tease her until she’s begging.”
Noeul traces perfect, maddening circles around your clit, never quite on it, the pressure feather soft. Your hands fist in the sheets. Your breathing turns into high, frantic whimpers.
“Please.” You choke out. “Please, please-”
“Please what, baby?” Semi asks, syrupy sweet.
“Please let her-”
“Let her what?”
“Please let her suck my clit, Daddy, please-”
The name rips a guttural sound out of Semi. You hear the zipper of her cargos, and the rustle of fabric as she finally shoves a hand inside her own underwear.
Noeul doesn’t wait for the official order, she seals her mouth over your clit and sucks, gentle at first, then harder when you cry out. Your spine bows clear off the mattress.
You’re babbling now, broken pleas: Semi, Noeul, Daddy, please, I’m gonna-
Semi cuts you off, breathless. “Not yet. Noeul, pull off.”
Noeul rips her mouth away so fast you sob at the loss. You thrash, tears pricking at the corners of your eyes. “No, no, please-”
“Shh.” Semi’s voice is closer; she’s moved to the edge of the chair. “Look at me.”
You force your eyes open. She’s flushed dark, lips parted, one hand blatantly moving between her legs.
“You’re only gonna cum when I say.” She tells you, soft but ironclad. “And I’m not done watching her ruin you yet.”
Noeul’s tongue returns, merciless now: fast, wet, focused directly on your clit, lapping in tight, relentless circles, then flattening to drag broad stripes over it again and again. She keeps your thighs forced open with her shoulders and the weight of her arms, never letting you close even an inch. The pressure coils so tight you can’t breathe.
Semi’s breathing is ragged. “Edge her again. Stop right when she’s there.”
Noeul reads you like she’s been doing this for years. The second your thighs start to clamp and your moans pitch higher, she pulls her mouth off entirely. You scream in frustration, tears spilling over.
Semi is on her feet now, stalking closer. She cups your wet cheek, thumb wiping a tear.
“One more.” She whispers. “One more edge and then you can fall apart, okay?”
You nod frantically.
She kisses you, deep and filthy, then she steps back. “Noeul. Make her cum so hard she forgets her own name.”
Noeul growls, actually growls, and descends again. This time there’s no teasing. Her mouth seals over your clit, sucking hard, tongue flicking fast and relentless, cheeks hollowing with every pull. She never stops, never slows, just devours you like she’s starving. The orgasm slams into you like a freight train. Your vision whites out, back arching so hard you’re practically levitating. A wail tears out of you, long and shattered. Noeul doesn’t let up, just gentles the suction slightly, fluttering her tongue to ride you through it until you’re twitching with aftershocks, gasping, crying.
When she finally pulls away, her lips are swollen and shiny, chin dripping. She looks wrecked.
Semi is right there, kneeling on the bed, gathering you into her arms while you shake and sob against her chest.
“Gooood girl.” She murmurs over and over, kissing your temple, your hair. “Such a good girl for us.”
Noeul sits back on her heels, watching you both with soft, reverent eyes, waiting for whatever comes next.
Semi’s voice is still rough from watching you come apart, but it’s steady now, quiet, intimate. She’s sitting on the edge of the bed, your back against her chest, her arms looped loosely around your waist while you tremble through the aftershocks. Noeul is kneeling between your spread thighs, fingers gently stroking your hips, waiting.
Semi presses a kiss just below your ear, then speaks so only you can hear at first.
“Baby…” She murmurs, lips brushing your skin. “I want to watch you ride her thigh. I want to see you use her to get off again, but you only look at me while you do it. Eyes on me the whole time. Can you do that for Daddy?”
Your breath hitches hard enough that Noeul feels it. You nod before you even think, the word “yes” slipping out shaky and desperate.
Semi smiles against your neck, then louder, for Noeul, “Sit back.”
Noeul relaxes against the headboard, all long lines and lean muscle. Semi guides you forward until you’re straddling Noeul’s left thigh, still clothed in tight black jeans, the denim rough and perfect against your bare, slick skin. Noeul’s hands settle on your waist, steadying, but she doesn’t move you; she waits for Semi’s instructions like they’re law.
Semi leans back on her palms, legs spread wide in that cocky way she gets when she’s fully in control. Her eyes are dark, hungry, fixed on you.
“Hands behind your back, baby.” She says softly. “Wrists crossed. Noeul’s gonna hold them there.”
Noeul’s grip shifts instantly, one big hand circling both your wrists, pinning them at the small of your back. The position forces your chest forward, your nipples still wet and sensitive from earlier, brushing against Noeul’s tank top with every breath.
Semi’s gaze flicks down to where you’re already dripping onto Noeul’s jeans, then back up to your face.
“Eyes on me.” She reminds you, voice velvet and steel.
You lock eyes with her, and then you start to move.
The first roll of your hips is slow, tentative, just testing the pressure. The denim drags against your swollen clit and you gasp, eyelids fluttering. Semi’s stare doesn’t waver; it pins you in place harder than Noeul’s grip on your wrists.
“That’s it.” Semi breathes. “Just like that. Show me how good you can fall apart for me, even when it’s someone else you’re grinding on.”
You whimper, rocking forward again, harder this time. Noeul’s thigh flexes under you, deliberate and encouraging, and the friction is perfect, rough, unforgiving. Your slick coats the fabric in seconds, dark patches spreading with every drag.
Semi’s pupils are blown wide. “Faster, baby. I wanna see you chase it. I wanna watch your face when you realize you’re about to cum just from humping her leg like a needy little puppy.”
Your rhythm stutters, then picks up, hips rolling desperately now. Noeul’s grip tightens on your wrists, anchoring you, keeping you exactly where Semi wants you. Every time you try to drop your chin, hide your face in Noeul’s shoulder, Semi’s voice cuts through:
“Eyes. On. Me.”
You force your gaze back to her, tears gathering from the intensity of it - the pleasure the humiliation, the adoration all tangled together. Semi’s lips part, chest rising and falling fast. One of her hands has slipped back between her own legs, rubbing slow circles over her cargos in time with your thrusts.
“Look at you.” She whispers, reverent. “So fucking pretty when you’re desperate for me. You could have anyone right now and you’re still only mine. Say it.”
“Only yours.” You sob, grinding harder, thighs burning. “Only yours, Daddy-”
The orgasm barrels into you without warning. Your whole body locks up, mouth open on a silent scream, eyes still glued to Semi’s as wave after wave crashes through you. Noeul holds you steady while you shake and gush over her thigh, denim absolutely ruined.
When it finally ebbs, you sag forward, forehead against Noeul’s collarbone, panting. Noeul lets go of your wrists gently, and Semi is there instantly, pulling you back into her arms, kissing your wet cheeks, your temple, your parted lips.
“Good girl.” She murmurs over and over, rocking you. “My perfect girl. You’re so so good for me.”
Noeul sinks to her knees again, pressing soft kisses to your trembling thighs, your knees, like she’s thanking you. When she looks up, her eyes are soft.
Semi reaches out and cups Noeul’s jaw briefly, an unspoken thank you of her own. Then she pulls you fully into her lap, wrapping you up tight.
You’re still floating when Semi whispers against your hair. “Think you can take her fingers now, baby? While I hold you through it?”
You nod, boneless, already reaching for Noeul again.
Semi settles back against the headboard, pulling you with her so you’re half reclined between her spread thighs, your back to her chest. She hooks her legs over yours, spreading you wide open again, her own legs keeping you that way. You’re completely on display, trembling, dripping, helpless.
Noeul kneels between your thighs, eyes dark and reverent. Semi’s arms band around your waist, one hand splayed possessively over your lower stomach.
“Three fingers.” Semi says quietly, lips brushing your ear. “Slow at first. She’s sensitive after two orgasms, but she can take it. Curl them up on every stroke, right against that spot. Don’t let her hide.”
Noeul slicks three fingers generously with lube, the good warming one Semi loves, then meets your eyes.
“Color?” She asks, voice rough.
“Green.” You whimper. “Please.”
She slides in on one smooth, unhurried push.
The stretch is perfect, bordering on too much, and your head falls back against Semi’s shoulder with a broken moan. Noeul stills, letting you adjust, one thumb brushing soothing circles on your hip.
Semi kisses your temple.
“Look at her.” She whispers. “Watch what she’s doing to you for me.”
You force your eyes open. Noeul’s gaze is locked between your legs, watching her own fingers disappear into you again and again, slow and steady. Every drag makes the most obscene wet sound.
Semi’s voice drops to that dangerous register that always wrecks you. “Tell her how it feels, baby.”
“So full.” You sob. “She’s-so deep-Daddy, please-”
Noeul crooks her fingers hard on the next stroke and you cry out, hips jerking.
“There it is.” Semi breathes, triumphant. “Right there. Keep hitting that spot, Noeul. Don’t change the angle.”
Noeul obeys, relentless now, three fingers pumping in and out, curling perfectly each time she bottoms out. Her palm slaps gently against your clit with every thrust, sending sparks up your spine.
Semi’s hand slides lower, spreading your folds open wider so Noeul can see everything.
“Look how pretty she takes it.” She murmurs, almost to herself. “Add your thumb on her clit. Light circles. She’ll start shaking when she’s close.”
Noeul’s thumb finds your clit immediately, slick and swollen, and starts tracing tight, perfect circles. Your whole body seizes.
Semi tightens her arms when you try to writhe. “No squirming. You stay open and take it like a good girl.”
You’re babbling again: Daddy, Noeul, please, I can’t-
Tears slip down your temples into your hair and Semi kisses them away. “You can. You’re doing so fucking good for me. Let me see you fall apart just one more time.”
Noeul speeds up just a fraction, pressure steady, thumb merciless. Your thighs start to quake against Semi’s.
“I’m-” You choke. “I’m gonna-”
“Hold it.” Semi orders sharply. “Not yet.”
You wail, high and desperate, trying so hard to obey even as your body screams for release. Noeul actually groans at the sound, eyes flicking up to Semi like she’s begging for permission too.
Semi’s own breathing is wrecked; you can feel her grinding subtly against your lower back, chasing friction through her clothes.
“Now.” Semi finally says, voice cracking. “Make her cum. Hard.”
Noeul thrusts deep, curls hard, thumb pressing and rubbing fast.
You cum with a scream that rips your throat raw. Your vision whites out again, whole body convulsing, squirting messily around Noeul’s fingers in pulsing waves. Semi holds you through it, murmuring filth and praise directly into your ear.
“That’s it, soak her hand, baby. Fuckkk. You’re so pretty when you lose it. My perfect little toy.”
When it finally ebbs, you’re limp, gasping, tears streaming. Noeul eases her fingers out slowly, then surprises you both by bringing them to her own mouth and licking them clean with a low, satisfied hum.
Semi exhales shakily. “Jesus Christ.”
Noeul grins, wicked and soft at the same time, then leans forward and presses a one tender kiss to your swollen clit, making you twitch and whine.
Semi cups your face, turning it so she can kiss you slow and deep, tasting salt and sex and everything.
“You okay, sweetheart?” She whispers against your lips.
You manage a tiny, blissful nod.
Semi looks over your shoulder at Noeul, who’s still kneeling, waiting, pupils blown. You end up sandwiched between them, Semi spooning you from behind, Noeul laying beside you, all three of you sweaty and boneless.
Noeul’s voice is hoarse when she finally speaks. “…Holy shit.”
Semi laughs, soft and fond, pressing a kiss to the back of your neck.
“Yeah.” She whispers. “Holy shit.”
The sky outside has gone from indigo to pale lavender by the time everything settles. Noeul is the first to move, sitting up slowly, hair a wild mess. You’re half dozing against Semi’s chest when Noeul kneels on the bed again, just for a second. She brushes a knuckle down your cheek, then looks at Semi.
“Thank you.” She says, voice low and a little hoarse. “Both of you. That was… I don’t have words.”
Semi reaches out and squeezes Noeul’s wrist once.
“You were perfect.” She answers simply. “Take care of yourself, yeah?”
Noeul’s smile is small, crooked, fond. She leans over you, presses one last soft kiss to your forehead, then to Semi’s cheek, chaste and almost tender.
Then she’s gone. Quiet footsteps, the soft click of the front door, the faint sound of an uber pulling up outside and fading into the morning.
The apartment feels huge and suddenly very small all at once.
Semi pulls the duvet higher over both of you, tucking you tighter against her. You’re sticky, sore, absolutely wrecked, and you’ve never felt more cherished.
For a long time neither of you speaks. There’s just the sound of your breathing syncing up, the slow drag of her fingers through your hair.
Eventually she presses her lips to the crown of your head and whispers, voice cracked open. “I need you to know something.”
You tilt your face up, sleepy but concerned. “What?”
She swallows, eyes glassy in the dim light.
“I thought tonight would be hot, and God, it was, but watching you give her that, watching you trust me enough to let someone else touch you, then come straight back to me after…” Her voice wavers. “I have never loved you more than I do right now. Not even close.”
Your throat closes. You curl your hand over her heart, feel it hammering under your palm.
“I never left.” You whisper. “Every moan, every shake, every time I came it was for you. I’m always yours.”
She makes this soft, broken sound and crushes you close, burying her face in your neck like she’s trying to fuse you together.
“I know.” She says against your skin, trembling. “I know, baby. Fuck, I know.”
You stay like that until the sun is fully up, trading slow, lazy kisses that taste like trust and sex and something deeper, like promises neither of you needs to say out loud.
Eventually she carries you to the shower. She washes your hair, kisses every bruise, and wraps you in her softest hoodie afterward. You fall asleep on the couch while she makes coffee, her fingers carding through your hair again and again like she can’t stop touching you now that it’s just the two of you.
Later, when you’re curled on her lap drinking from the same mug, she murmurs into your temple.
“Still just us, okay? Always just us.”
You turn to kiss her, slow and sure.
“Always just us.” You echo.
And you mean it with every cell in your body.
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october thirteenth
kang no-eul x f!reader
kinktober day thirteen: thigh riding
warnings: triangleguard!reader , degradation, blackguard!noeul , hate sex, dubcon(?)
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the pink jumpsuit clinging onto your body was hot. luckily, the triangle mask hid your face, but sweat beaded on your forehead after a botched execution during the mingle game.
you let somebody go by accident, and it was not noticed until after the game when somebody had to be executed after the last round when another guard caught it.
it was your first real slip-up ever since starting to work here four years ago.
in this place, mistakes meant death or worse.
no-eul, the newest black guard, called triangle guard 012 (you) to her officer upstairs after the mistake was reported to her.
the words from the masked square manager caught you off guard.
no-eul was ruthless. you see how her black uniform blends into the shadows while watching over her guards. ever since jin got killed after failing his black guard duties, no-eul's reputation for discipline became legendary.
your hands trembled under your black gloves as you headed upstairs, the stairwell echoing with your black heavy boots.
when office door slid open with a hiss, revealing no-eul seated behind a metal desk piled with surveillance feeds. the room smelled of stale air and ozone from the monitors.
no-eul didn't look up at first, her gloved fingers tapping the desk.
"close the door," she said, voice cold of any emotion.
you obeyed, the door sealing shut behind her and leaving the square guard to go back downstairs.
as you stood quietly, your mask still on, no-eul finally met your gaze with her eyes cold through the slits of her own mask.
"you fucked up down there, 012. that player should have dropped clean" no-eul starts, "your hesitation cost us time and exposed weaknesses in our attempts to keep things fair.... is this your first mistake?'
you nodded stiffly.
"yes, manager. it won't happen again." your voice came out muffled, but the fear was clear through the mask.
no-eul leaned back, crossing her arms.
"in these games you know one mistake is all it takes... maybe i should strip your uniform and send you to the front lines with the players. let them tear you apart." no-eul hissed, a smirk twisting her lips under the mask.
"but you're lucky.... you're lucky i'm feeling… generous today. you can avoid punishment. if you do one thing for me."
you blinked, confusion clear in your facial expressions that were covered.
"what do you mean?"
no-eul stood, her taller frame looming as she circled the desk.
she grabbed your chin roughly, forcing your head up to look at her.
"well first take off the mask. i want to see the face of the idiot who almost ruined my shift."
your fingers moved up and fumbled with the mask straps, pulling the mask free after some shakiness. your face was tired with hair sticking to your skin.
no-eul's eyes raked over you, assessing, disdain evident.
"on your knees," no-eul ordered, but then shook her head, "no. strip. everything off."
your heart stopped, "manager, i.."
"shut up and do it, or i'll have you executed right here." no-eul's tone had no argument which made you peel off the pink jumpsuit, the fabric whispering down your cold body until you stood naked, skin prickling in the cool air.
your breasts rose and fell with each anxious breath, nipples hardening from the chill... or the tension.
no-eul removed her own mask, revealing sharp features and dark eyes filled with contempt.
she was beautiful, you thought.
however, she sat on the edge of the desk, legs spread slightly in her black tracksuit pants.
"come here." no-eul patted her thigh, the thick fabric of her uniform taut over muscle.
"ride it. grind your wet little pussy on my leg until you cum. multiple times.... to prove you're worth keeping around."
your eyes widened, "you can't be serious. this is... "
'i am deadly serious... or do you prefer the alternative?' no-eul's hand shot out, grabbing your wrist and yanking her forward.
you stumbled as your bare thighs brushed no-eul's clothed one.
the contact sent an unwelcome spark through your lower waist, but it was laced with humiliation and anger.
with a shove, no-eul positioned you to start straddling her thigh, the rough seam of the pants pressing against your exposed folds.
"move," no-eul growled, her hands gripping your hips hard enough to bruise.
you bit her lip, resentment boiling as you began to rock your hips. the friction was immediate, the fabric scrapes your clit with each slide.
no-eul watched with a sneer.
"faster. i don't have all night." her fingers dug in your hips, forcing you to grind harder.
your pussy got soaked with juices soaking into the black material of noeul's. the pressure built quickly, your body betraying you under the boss's glare.
you hated this... hated no-eul's smug control, the way your own arousal got turned into something filthy and forced.
soon your breaths came in pants. you clit started throbbing as you humped the woman's thigh like an animal.
no-eul's leg flexed beneath her, adding to the torment.
"look at you, pathetic. cumming on your superior's leg."
the words stung, fueling your glare even as her orgasm crashed over her. your cried out with your pussy clenching onto nothing as waves of pleasure ripped soaking no-eul's pants further.
no-eul didn't stop.
"again. keep going." she bucked her thigh up, grinding it against y/n's oversensitive folds.
you whimpered, trying to pull back, but no-eul's grip held firm.
"no stopping. you cum until i say."
your body shook from your veins with the overstimulation making your puffy clit ache. somehow, you rocked through the aftershocks, hating how your hips moved on instinct.
no-eul's hands roamed now, one sliding up to pinch your left nipple harshly, twisting until you gasped.
"disgusting. you're dripping all over me, 012... what a sloppy guard."
the second orgasm built slower, pain mingling with pleasure.
your thighs burned from the effort with your pussy raw against the coarse fabric. you leaned forward, using your hands on no-eul's shoulders for balance, nails digging in with spite.
no-eul laughed lowly.
"hate me all you want. it makes this better."
your vision blurred as you came again, harder this time, with your warm juices squirting all onto the uniform.
your eyes sobbed, body convulsing, but no-eul forced you to continue for two more.
afterwards you collapsed against no-eul, trembling.
no-eul shoved you off roughly, standing and wiping her thigh with a disgusted tsk.
"'clean yourself up. and next time, don't fuck up."
as you got clothed and exited to the elevator, no-eul's voice followed...
"'you're mine to punish now, 012. remember that.'
masterlist
tags:@riumutkatt , @francescaaaaaaa , @dyingofcookies, @hcvneymoon , @alltounwell4 , @certifiedsillygirl , @darkpersonhottub , @chunkzdeluluwife , @nixzsxz , @shaunasfemme
RAW,ALL NIGHT LONG, DOGGY STYLE, TIED UP, NO PAUSING, THEN AGAIN ALL DAY LONG, OVER AND OVER
*Drops this and runs*

