STANGA Almost a year of being thrown around by your pillow talk. Second guessing my decisions when I am well known for my firm decisions. Hurting me repeatedly in places where no being even knew ever existed before Scratched deeply through the vessels in my bleeding heart that not only seeped blood but it beat thousands of selfless cells for you This dying organ that once endured the pain caused by your continuous toxic abuse The repetitive abuse that was dismissed when surfaced, and denied to no end, despite displaying the relevant profound evidence required for your own benefit This being whom innocently clinged on to every single fibre of hope you ignoringly disposed of without remorse.. While sneaking around in an evil blanket of darkness. Right towards your selfish journey that you have blindly filled with endless pleasure and queer fornication just to please the same loins that has spawned beautiful creatures whom are away from you by choice A secret journey exposed and discovered by the same human with the weak, bleeding Heart Shattered promises Broken rules Chauvinistic responses filled with arrogance and mockery Trapped in a translucent cage of which was created by your own Demons Demons whom incessantly whispers in your ears You heard my screams of freedom yet you snickered and succumbed to Satan's Army This torture ends now. Exaggerated versions of your "suffering" are like tinitus in my ears now My pained Heart still beats for your Old Soul Yet no amount of empathy lingers on Mental flashbacks occur on sleepless nights Visions of two Lovers whom once danced in the light of the Full Moon But was thwarted by Your Greed Your insatiable hunger for strange animals that bear diseases can never be fulfilled by me I smile widely as I witness you struggling in vain.. Whimping and begging to be released from the molten lava spitting back at you from the dungeons I have patiently built for your own demise My Journey will only commence once yours has ended..and I believe I may start right about.... Now. Blessed Be. #narcsurvivor #toxicity #nomoreselfblame #ihatethispartrighthere #strengththroughstruggle https://www.instagram.com/p/B4SeeXUhf70/?igshid=a7ii6n98n4u9