.A Complex Labyrinth in Mental Solitude.

No words can describe her. No explanations needed for her. She's just what she is; A complexity of her own. Mother of 2 irreplaceable Angels. A Confused Bisexual. Honest & Sociable. Loud & Annoying. Yet Secretive & Sensual at the same time. Is still lost in her own world of inexorable memories of the past, the present & worrying always about what the future holds for her daughters & herself. Has a lot of goals set but limited time & budget constraints thwart all she has planned. Stubborn.. Selfless.. Happiness & Fun is always in abundance. Always having a huge smile plastered to her face. But always crying & dying from the inside. Three Cheers for Positive Mental Suicide. Let's all get low & go slow.

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How happy I felt when my Ezra pulled his sleeves up and said he knows how to eat with his hands already..when previously he prefers using the utensils. Keep it up, my Little Khalifah! #awesomemummehhood #muhammadmikhailezra https://www.instagram.com/p/B4vQQ4nh0KB/?igshid=y8ib9ay1antk

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#stickyfingers #idonotownthissong #ijustlovethevibe #chillandenjoy https://www.instagram.com/p/B4uatLpBC_q/?igshid=19kv4gzjxidwd

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Heal. https://www.instagram.com/p/B4ouymqBs75/?igshid=1gr4uob4pkxra

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Introducing.. Kushiferina. Feel you soon, Chicana! #lethissINKin #sidINKorporated #itsINKomparable #thINKthenwINK #sINKapore #ishouldstop #okaybye (at State of Mexico) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4TiQS7hEmq/?igshid=19ctxm857snca

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On a happier note! Super glad we both talked things through that night! Never an awkward pause when we're out and about and babe, keep on ROCKING that signature pose of yours okay? You still look HOT!! Apologies for the belated friendship posting cuz I was too busy searching for my memory haha! East Coast Park NEXT! #teammakgila #sarasyah @sarahthonin https://www.instagram.com/p/B4SiaMwhegW/?igshid=vnvb2gbf8uc1

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STANGA Almost a year of being thrown around by your pillow talk. Second guessing my decisions when I am well known for my firm decisions. Hurting me repeatedly in places where no being even knew ever existed before Scratched deeply through the vessels in my bleeding heart that not only seeped blood but it beat thousands of selfless cells for you This dying organ that once endured the pain caused by your continuous toxic abuse The repetitive abuse that was dismissed when surfaced, and denied to no end, despite displaying the relevant profound evidence required for your own benefit This being whom innocently clinged on to every single fibre of hope you ignoringly disposed of without remorse.. While sneaking around in an evil blanket of darkness. Right towards your selfish journey that you have blindly filled with endless pleasure and queer fornication just to please the same loins that has spawned beautiful creatures whom are away from you by choice A secret journey exposed and discovered by the same human with the weak, bleeding Heart Shattered promises Broken rules Chauvinistic responses filled with arrogance and mockery Trapped in a translucent cage of which was created by your own Demons Demons whom incessantly whispers in your ears You heard my screams of freedom yet you snickered and succumbed to Satan's Army This torture ends now. Exaggerated versions of your "suffering" are like tinitus in my ears now My pained Heart still beats for your Old Soul Yet no amount of empathy lingers on Mental flashbacks occur on sleepless nights Visions of two Lovers whom once danced in the light of the Full Moon But was thwarted by Your Greed Your insatiable hunger for strange animals that bear diseases can never be fulfilled by me I smile widely as I witness you struggling in vain.. Whimping and begging to be released from the molten lava spitting back at you from the dungeons I have patiently built for your own demise My Journey will only commence once yours has ended..and I believe I may start right about.... Now. Blessed Be. #narcsurvivor #toxicity #nomoreselfblame #ihatethispartrighthere #strengththroughstruggle https://www.instagram.com/p/B4SeeXUhf70/?igshid=a7ii6n98n4u9

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May our ties get closer as we all grow older. #anakmatsalehhudin #thethreestooges #rindu (at Woodlands, Singapore) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4RrQSUhla9/?igshid=10rmjpbma98ml

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I thank Allah swt for giving me these hands & this mind to create such tasty rezeki for my customers & loved ones.. And for letting be brave enough to show my homemade skills instead of feeling so shy :)

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Through you.

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Same.

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Exactly.

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To be happy in love is not always about loving but more about being selfish to yourself just in case if you are left alone.

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Road runner. #bicycle #toddler #happy #brave #attitude #nyla (Taken with instagram)

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True Story. (Taken with instagram)

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I keep thinking about this river somewhere, with the water moving really fast. And these two people in the water, trying to hold onto each other, holding on as hard as they can, but in the end it’s just too much. The current’s too strong. They’ve got to let go, drift apart. That’s how it is with us. It’s a shame, Kath, because we’ve loved each other all our lives. But in the end, we can’t stay together forever.

Kazuo Ishiguro, Never Let Me Go (via bookmania)

:((

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Dreams.

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Minus the useless arguments and add lots of medical issues.

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True Story.

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There Is.