#non wc

[transmasculinesqurrielflight]

Bingo sheet for EP 8, mixed range of things I think/don't think will happen. I think no matter what happens its going to be a fun time I know the way I wrote both of these might be confusing so: "any pc abstracts" and "one of the cast is an NPC" refers to Ragatha, Pomni, Gangle, Jax, Kinger, or Zooble and excludes Caine, Bubble, and any other NPC

[billystorm]

more paintings of my pet cats

[incorrectwarriorcatquotes]

I know this blog is inactive but black lives matter

https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/

This carrd out to see what you can do.

[transmasculinesqurrielflight]

i wasn't meant to live as a human someone should be rearranging my enclosure for enrichment purposes and feeding me the same food every day

[transmasculinesqurrielflight]

my tadc pet theory/au: the circus is a corrupted/abandoned therapy program

- Players can’t log out because the program acts like a psychiatric holding unit, you can’t check yourself out

- The rooms reflecting each players insecurities may be some fucked up kind of exposure therapy, or the program corrupting itself to use those insecurities to make the patients abstract

- The boredom mixed with constant overstimulation

- The programs ability to fuck with the patient’s heads could be ways of blocking out trauma, or controlling/calming patients down

- Kinger being suspiciously good at leading people through mental health episodes when he is in the dark, his original intention of creating the circus could be wanting to make it a generative, extremely personal therapeutic program

I spent a month in a residential psychiatric program and some of the one on one talks the characters have remind me of things I learned or experienced there. Being surrounded by other people who can’t leave (and their behaviors, attempts to leave, and ways of coping), being forced to do certain activities (adventures), and being controlled and monitored, it really did feel like I was in the circus lol.

I didn’t get into the series until after I went through treatment, and parts of the story really do feel like being back there, specifically things I learned in therapy being reflected in the character’s actions and words. This theory is almost certainly a lot of projection but it’s a fun idea to toy with.

[transmasculinesqurrielflight]

I made a felt Umbreon for my friend’s Christmas present! It took awhile but it was so fun. It’s a shiny multicolored Umbreon because that’s what she has as a tattoo

[transmasculinesqurrielflight]

Headshot of Tripp for fun 🦨

[transmasculinesqurrielflight]

Actual conversation that has happened more than once when I talk about my chronic illnesses with my family

Me: its pretty bad, I'm on nine different medications just to feel slightly normal Family Member: have you tried not taking your medication to see if it makes you feel better?

The medication I literally just said is the only reason I'm able to function semi-normally?

Yeah let me just ignore my doctor's and psych's and cardiologist's and gastroenterologist's and physical therapist's advice and listen to you, random family member with no medical knowledge or experience with living in chronic pain. I'm sure this experiment will have no unintended consequences.

I'm sure not taking the medication I've been prescribed for the condition I have will help the condition!