Loves of My Life
Kori was hot, all fire and energy, excitement and joy. I was still a bit too young to really understand her sense of freedom with herself, but she taught me more about pleasure and self than any one person since. She made me think about different views and how to be happy with my own.
Barbara was cool, the calm, dominating sort that knew what she wanted and knew how to get it. Strong and confident, she could handle anything, even my high energy, with a knowing smirk and look. She made me grow up and focus on making the most of what I have.
Roy was hard, thunder and iron, thrilling me and keeping me tethered. He was intense, commanding, and consuming, someone I could lose myself in. And I did. He made me identify what I need in a relationship.
Wally was fun, safe and vibrant, always ready to move when I was and try whatever new thing we found. He was light and easy to understand, I thought. He made me identify what my lovers needed from me.
Guy is solid and sure, settled enough to keep me grounded, but playful enough to indulge my youthfulness. He makes me think about what I feel, what I do, what I want, and how to get it. He listens and he talks to me, even when I don't feel like talking. He's taught me more than I can say.
At some point, I've been ready to commit my whole life to these people, to give whatever of myself they need to keep our relationship going and to be happy. I think I know now what I need in my life and my relationships.
I love you. All of you.










