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At the end of the day, my thoughts on job hunting are that it's incredibly stupid how every fiber of our current socioeconomic structure is screaming that you MUST have a job and nothing else matters because you MUST be working and that's the only thing of true importance so never forget that you MUST have a job, and I'm like damn okay so I'd like a job, can I have one? And the answer is No

#I'm at. where am i. I'm at 139 applications #six interviews. each one better than the last #literally cannot imagine an interview going better than that last one but nah #number seven is booked for next week #I've been on this grind since January #and like. idk man. number seven is in a field and for a position that is so fuckin wild to me #NOTHING to do with what i want to do or what I'm trained to do #but i know somebody who knows somebody and a string got pulled so I'm following it as far as it will take me #and this would be part time!!!!#i would have to change my sleep schedule by at least six hours and maybe get new clothes #and there are no benefits #and it's still PART TIME #all of that for this. please. please #i have lowered my standards and broadened my horizons so much #but I'm trying to fucking move out! i would love to have options for health insurance!#at some point I'll probably need to go to the dentist!#like. man. what does it fucking take. I can't even comply with capitalism because nobody will let me. geez #AND i can't make any kind of plans because there's always the chance that i might get a job #I can't volunteer to tech for a local theatre or help out with the library's D&D program or anything #because i MIGHT get a job and have to drop that commitment immediately #so like. man #I'm just trying to stay a little busy and make a point of enjoying the present as it happens #but gah #wingwalker

comic about determination and hope

part 2

#My adult life has been really hellish and difficult and life keeps fucking me over #for years i withdrew and withdrew and sat in misery and waited for something or someone to come save me #but i realized at a certain point that nothing was coming. not specifically out of malice its just. no one can help if you dont let them #no one really knew what was going on so of course they couldnt help #eventually I had to make the choice to save myself. actively make an effort to make connections and communicate and pull myself out #i'm still working on it. life is still hell atm but things are in the process of improving #its hard to continue to get better and make that effort #this comic is meant to reflex that struggle. a lot of days i really want to just isolate and spiral down again bc it feels familiar and eas #but im trying hard to fight that. no one can save me but myself and part of saving yourself is accepting and seeking others help #anyways tag rant done. this comic has a somewhat harsh tone but its deeply hopeful to me #comic #original art #rot posts #rots art #art #*reflects not reflex sorry my brain doesnt work sometimes lmao

the honest to god audacity some of u have to shit talk someone's free home made cookies out in the open.

#some of yall have to fix ur attitude bc what im learning about myself is that #i am not afraid to use my parenting skills on random ppl online. i will be pulling out my disappointed teacher voice #i cannot stand petty bullshit dude. 'o someone has a different take theyre so stupid' ur literally in playingtoysland. are u fr #if youre goingn to talk shit AT LEAST TALK SHIT BEHIND CLOSED DOORS. DID UR MAMA TEACH YOU NOTHING #honestly everyone has been very nice to me so far in my very new fandom experience #but its not about Me it's about the vibes. and youre fucking ruining them like actually.#some art spaces irl do this shit too and i shut that shit down so fast. talk about ur peers with respect so help me god #i am not a safe space for your othering bullshit #the leftism leaving ppls bodies when someone has a different reading of whateverthefuck media #if u dont like the second cake just keep scrolling or yap in private literally what is the point of making another artist feel ashamed #obvious nuance to this if someone's take is genuinely offensive n shit but otherwise like.#you are unironically scaring away perfectly good artists and MORE FREE FOOD you are fucking up the ecosystem shut yer trap #i hope to bring to any community i join not only corny art and genuine kindness but also i hope u all remember me as kind of a bitch as wel #having basic social skills and empathy can be a lot to ask from an online community i know.#im demanding it anyways. Be Nice Or Else.#okay im done im done #beezah talks #my art (:#sona #AND FOR THE RECORD. I DONT LIKE STRAWBERRY CAKE EITHER. BUT UR STANK ASS ATTITUDE IS RUINING THE PARTY.#SOMEONE PUT LOVE AND HEART INTO THAT STRAWBERRY CAKE WHICH IS A HUNDRED TIMES HONORABLE THAN WHATEVER BULLSHIT COME OUT UR MOUTH #okay now I’m actually done #this is breaching containment. if anyone needs me ill be in my bunker

“Normal” test results are not the relief people think they are. When you wake up in pain and continue to be in pain for hours every day and your tests come back normal you don’t stop being in pain.

#chronic pain #I guess #cripplepunk #crip punk #<— correct me if that’s overstepping #what do I tag this with #I obviously didn’t get a diagnosis #personal but I’m also really scared of needles #and having to go through the fear and pain and crying and screaming #for nothing #doesn’t feel good #people tell me it’s not “nothing #but I know exactly what I did before the tests #which is nothing!!#and I didn’t have to go through that pain for that!!!#also å few months ago I genuinely thought it was completely normal #later I realised that spending hours each morning warming up my hands to feel usable might be more pain and stiffness than other people #experienced #I genuinely didn’t expect all of my friends to say they didn’t feel ANY pain at all #and now I’m just hyper aware of how not normal this is #and I’m still in pain #and now I’m not gonna get any help other than a “try heat therapy from the doctor #which is what I was already doing #like no im not crying cause I’m not sick #it would be great if I wasn’t sick #but clearly something’s wrong

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