It's me tck again, I'm sorry for not saying bye, I'm just really depressed and alone and I just can't handle anything anymore, I cut my throat a little, but it hurt too much so I had to stop, I'm sorry but I want to make people happy, and if getting out of everyone's life makes you or anyone feel happy, i'll gladly do so, I want you to move on from me and see that I was just another person to you, and to everyone, I always was, I'm a useless and worthless piece of trash, I'm glad you tried helping me, but I was doomed from the start, but I want you to know that you really did help me, your words were really encouraging, it's just my mind that led me to this point, so please, as my dying wish, please help other people who were like me, please, you could probably be a therapist, I love you, so please help other people who were like me,
Alright goodbye.
... Date of ask: Sep 10, 2025
... I saw how you were doing and thought to finally answer this ask. I don't feel I'll be hearing from you again.
However I wish I could tell you I care for you and have you actually believe it. Yet I know it won't matter. I know you don't want that from me.
I know what it's like is all. Maybe not exactly and of course there's parts of it all you went through that I didn't or might never go through and so I can't understand too completely but I understand so some point still.
I'll miss ya friend. Truly I will. I know you maybe don't want me to but... honestly you were one of the folk who reminded me of a thing I wanted to do for so long and just hadn't been able to get myself to.
There's a blog called @forgottenfriend-64 it's empty right now or pretty empty however I want you to know you were one reason I finally decided to try making that blog.
Right now it'd be hard to explain it and honestly I have no idea if you'd ever get to see it now. I just hope you keep living on okay? I don't care if you deactivate your account so long as you keep on going.
I do hope you know that I won't ever mind if you came back years later. I'd allow you to. You don't have to tell me who you are. You can start fresh and new. I won't mind. You can keep you account up and use it or not use it. I won't mind that either. Not even sure you'll see this message...
@tck-400 ? I hope that whatever happens at all... that you know there's a place for you somewhere. Just might take a while to finally find where that is. You still seem to be young last I knew and well that means if you indeed do keep going you have a lot of a life left for ya even if it ends up being bland or bad. Ya least got to live it. Even if maybe I'm late to saying anything...
If you believe or if there is of course any kind of afterlife I bet ya will get a good outcome... I won't have it any other way for ya.
Now goodbye @tck-400 (or Colt as I think I recall seeing... If I'm wrong I apologize for that.)