and the fuck of it is that the suosaku of it all is now canonically that serious

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and the fuck of it is that the suosaku of it all is now canonically that serious
Holy #@*! chat I’m on to nothing?? :0
After the finale of stranger things all I could think of was Murder Drones (surprise surprise)
I never got all that into stranger things, but over all I’d say it was pretty ok, but my personal ranking of the seasons would be in numerical order if ranked from best to worst
Going back and rereading post vol 1 pre vol 2 rant and seeing, "Mike didn't have that much emotional build up to get a painting and a gift basket of half lies and suddenly be cured." and, "Mike's emotional problems have been on a steady increase through every single season. Season 1 I would definitively call his most emotional season. In Season 2 you can see him isolating and becoming more aggravated, pushing people away, acting out, grieving, obsessive behaviors, etc. Season 3 a lot of that pushing people away and isolating both emotionally and socially comes into a real subplot that never really gets a true resolve. Season 4 is similar, he's repressed and isolated, he can't express himself to El and he hasn't had contact with Will, he feels like he's losing people and he's terrified but he doesn't know how to stop it but by doing the same thing he's been doing; putting his emotions in a box and trying to fit into the mold of perfect friend or boyfriend or savior or whatever. Season 5…. Mike's doing fine? He's happy? Just living out a normal non-dramatic social life?" was a slap to the face. Truly different times. Truly had so much hope for good writing. Forgot just how much of a disappointment this season was tbh.
Yes I like killing my ocs
No I don't like them being dead
...
So I just imagine killing them instead
Pairs are throwing down at Nebelhorn the Olympic pairs event is actually going to be the best discipline of them all.
people: why are you so tense?
me: bc if im going to perform quickly and efficiently and be able to respond to surprise interactions and questions, i need to be ready or else it'll take me some time to adjust and people are not forgiving of me taking my time
people: just relax, nothing's even happening. it's easy. it's not that deep...
me: ok. ill try.
(later)
people: oh hey what do you think about xyz and what should i do with it?
me *relaxed and cooking very slowly*: um... i think that... it could be a good...um. a good...i'm trying to remember the word... sorry its not. it's like a possible... an. option. it's a good option.. hold on... where's the knives and what ingredients should i use... um. (ok relax just stop and think and breathe) *exhales to stay relaxed and release tension*
people: why are you so fucking slow! its so annoying talking to you and it's always sigh sigh sigh! that's all i hear from you. are you dense? are you like autistic or something? what -- do you think i'm the one being annoying?!
(Last one where this is “needed”)