I feel ridiculously good today. Like I haven't felt this awake/motivated/energized in ages. The only cause I can think of is that I changed out my nuvaring yesterday. Mentally, I'm so clear (free of fog). I'm able to like think so fast and easily. And physically, I feel so so good and capable. But I'm doing my best to take breaks and not do anything too physically taxing. I don't wanna overdo it.
Still, it's like. Maybe I just have a big hormone deficiency or something. The PMDD is not as bad now that I'm changing out my nuvaring every 2½ weeks instead of every 3 weeks. But things still get rough for me physically/mentally/emotionally the last few days before I change out my birth control. I'm extremely low energy, I get paranoid and emotional, and my brain feels all foggy and broken.
I'm wondering if a doctor will take this problem seriously. Cause like... if I felt like I do today every day? I'd be able to work an actual part-time job. I think I'd be able to drive without going into a sleep attack. I'd be able to do a lot.
I'm not holding out hope for that, but still. The difference between today and how I feel every other day is astonishing. If I could just run errands for my mom or be mentally awake enough to be productive the way I've been today.. it would be a huge game-changer.












