#nychta

[bydayiamnothingandbynightiami]

My fish. My hook. My fox. My snare. My fire. You my water. You my current. My earth. You my if. And you my but. Either. Or. My everything… my everything…

Ingeborg Bachmann

Борис Штоколов - Я встретил Вас

[lostatodellecose]

I know nothing and my heart aches da rhaps0deep Tramite Flickr: All I’ve ever done is dream. That, and only that, has been the meaning of my existence. The only thing I’ve ever really cared about is my inner life. My greatest griefs faded to nothing the moment I opened the window onto my inner self and lost myself in watching. I never tried to be anything other than a dreamer. I never paid any attention to people who told me to go out and live. I belonged always to whatever was far from me and to whatever I could never be. Anything that was not mine, however base, always seemed to be full of poetry. The only thing I ever loved was pure nothingness. Fernando Pessoa

[compassmili]

2, 10, 11, 20 for nychta

2. any id you'd think would be fun to have personally?

Ah, this one's fun. I'm honestly fine with any of them, though. The idea of equipping them seems fun. Liu stuff seems cool, using fire and shit.

10. in general, what do you think of your job here? do you like it?

It's nice! As far as things go it's a pretty good job. Decent pay and I'm honestly pretty safe working here. It's rare they ever make me go out with the others to fight.

11. anything you particularly dislike about the company?

I've got no complaints!

20. what do you do in your free time? (whenever you have it, that is.)

Ah, usually just messing around with the bus. Taking shit apart if Lexi annoys me so he can't drive. Or hiding people's shit under the bus seats.

[tenebrislowkey]

28,17,52,62,77 for the asks

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?

What If i could run away from reality for just a day

17: What was the last lie you told?

Yeah, i'm studying (recommended dosage- 8 times a day)

52: What is your astrological sign?

Cancer!!

62: What’s your favourite animal?

a have a few- panthers (actually nearly every animal of the cat family <33) and wolves!

77: How can I win your heart?

damn. (just the question probably won my heart a little bit)

uhh... cake? yeah, definitely cake.... and ice cream..... with chocolate sauce.... basically, get me a corner house Cake Fudge <3

[witchcraft-in-wonderland]

I wish I could draw cuz I wanna draw my WoW characters but also my art style is garbage lmao

[bydayiamnothingandbynightiami]

I am alone in this room as the world washes over me. I sit and wait and wonder. I have a terrible taste in my mouth as I sit and wait in this room. I can no longer see the walls. everything has changed into something else. I cannot joke about this, I cannot explain this as the world washes over me. I don't care if you believe me because I've lost interest in that too. I am in a place where I have never been before. I am alone in a different place that does not include other faces, other human beings. it is happening to me now in a space within a space as I sit and wait alone in this room.

Charles Bukowski

[bydayiamnothingandbynightiami]

Πληγή από σίδερο πληγή από κάψιμο πληγή από χάδι πληγή από φιλί τρελλής ξανθιάς πληγή από σφύριγμα το βράδυ, πληγή από της ερημιάς το μελαγχολικό τραγούδι πληγή από αγκάθι ρόδου πληγή από την καλημέρα ξένου πληγή της γειτονιάς σαν παίρνει να βραδυάζει πληγή από ανυπόφορη αγάπη πληγή απ' τ' αδυσώπητο εργαλείο της δουλειάς πληγή απ' την καλοσύνη ανυποψίαστης αγκαλιάς πληγή απ' το μεγαλείο της φτώχιας πληγή από ανάμνηση κι από βαρειά κουβέντα απ' το μαχαίρι του ριγμένου φίλου απ' το χαμόγελο του πεθαμένου φίλου πληγή από φωτιά φωτιά κι από φωτιά ονείρου πληγή απ' του αποτυχημένου τη ντροπή κι απ' τη σιωπή του ντροπιασμένου πληγή απ' τα νύχια τρομοκρατημένου πληγή απ' τα νύχια απ' τα δόντια απ' τα αχ απ' τα φιλιά της προδομένης που γατζώθηκε πριν φύγει πάνω σου και μένει εκεί για πάντα να σου γδέρνει την καρδιά πληγή της εξορίας της φυλακής και της ελευθερίας πληγή απ' το πικρό παράπονο του αλήτη πληγή από το στόμα της που βασανίζεται στην ξενητειά κι ακόμα η πληγή για την πληγή που δεν ομολογεί ποτέ κανένα στόμα

Θωμάς Γκόρπας

[bydayiamnothingandbynightiami]

I am yours, otherwise it escapes and wipes us into death. Sing, burn Sun, don’t die, sing, turn and born, to turn and into Nothing is never. The gone creates sense – or not died have they and when and when dead – they are not.

Unica Zürn

long in the rain I become yours