Task: 007 — Zombie Apocalypse AU
There wasn’t a bigger nightmare that Carl could have pictured than the one they were living now. The streets were full of people - people he actively recognized - that were turned into.... monsters that the lot of them weren’t. It was awful. He’d watched a handful of them die within the first day, the horror never really being wiped from his mind. As time went on, people adjusted, finding shelter, and learning how to cope in their new ‘habitat’. Carl didn’t.
There was only one time the man had ever taken away a life. He’d been backed into a corner and hadn’t had a choice in the matter, the gun in his hands feeling much too heavy as he pulled the trigger on the zombie that had gotten far too close before he’d made the choice. It physically hurt him to do it - to end a life, whether they’d been lost to the virus or not, it wasn’t acceptable. It haunted him to think that one day they might find a cure for this and that the woman he shot down would never get a chance to see her friends and family again... all because of him.
He couldn’t bring himself to kill them after that. Even if they bore little resemblance to the people he remembered or knew, or even people he didn’t recognize at all, he still couldn’t bring himself to put a gun to their heads. It made him nearly useless in theory, the rest of the Hearts stuck together fighting for their lives, and all Carl could do was keep his eyes open. It wasn’t far off from his normal job, anyway.. he never used to bring harm to people before... and he sure wasn’t about to try any more.
It didn’t take long to lose his best friend. The man forced to stay holed up in the Hearts HQ for quite a while, not allowed to venture out unless on an assigned mission, and even then there were times the Texan only made it a block or two before having to retreat back to the safety the shelter provided. It was only a few months later when the man finally found a way back to his apartment, and confirmed the suspicions he had from the start. Rocko hadn’t been able to survive the time on his own - without a fresh supply of food or water, nor a person to make sure his heat lamp was turned on and off at the appropriate times, the bearded dragon just simply hadn’t made it.
In this world, Carl was simply lost. Most days he spent praying;... praying for an end to the chaos, or if that if he was going to die, if he could just die peacefully, and not in the agonizing way he’d seen other’s fall.
But mostly he prayed for others. That the lot of them would be okay, that by some divine miracle all of them could stay safe in this madness. That eventually... New York would return to the way Carl used to complain about - a time he now regretted hating.