Carmen had always been a light sleeper. For as long as she could remember the faintest of footsteps creeping across the hallway disturbed her from her sleep, the softest wailing of sirens in the distance enough to stir her awake and even the pitter patter of the rain against her window panes. Her mother had told her sometime ago, on nights when she would brush her hair out before bed time that she was a light sleeper, always waking from her sleep at even the slightest of movement. It had made reaching for a glass of water on their coffee table when Carmen had been a baby, asleep in her mothers arms; a task that should have been simple as that becoming as complicated as trying to steal a diamond from a vault guarded by laser sensors. Carmen had giggled, questioning her mother as to why somebody would want to steal a diamond and what exactly was a laser sensor. “I’ll tell you in the morning, baby girl.” Her mother promised, kissing the top of her head before tucking her into bed.
It was the sound of footsteps now, that stirred an exhausted Carmen from her sleep. Apparently even the events of the Midsummer’s Night Gala turned hostage situation earlier that night wasn’t even enough to warrant the recruit a decent nights sleep. She had arrived back at her apartment only a couple of hours ago, only happy enough to return to her apartment once she had checked in with Ashley and Samantha. It laid her worries to rest about Samantha knowing that she would be returning home with her, only across the hallway from her own bedroom tonight. She’d sleep easier knowing her friends were safe, she thought. Her questioning by the police had ran quicker than she thought it would, much to her relief. Her wrists were hurting from were the zip-ties had bitten in to them, leaving a thin red band around each of her wrists. Her head still thudding as the buzz of the alcohol finally wore off, as well as the dull, aching pain she felt from being back-handed to the floor by one of the masked men who had took her hostage. Her cheek already starting to darken by the bruise taking shape.
She lazily got out of her bed, leaving the warm comfort of her bed to investigate the noise she had heard inside the apartment. If it was any other night she might have just drifted back off to sleep, assuming Samantha was returning home late or fixing herself a late night snack. It had taken her awhile after all of those years living alone on the streets to adjust to living with somebody else, to adjust to the noises of somebody going bump in the night not always being an immediate threat. She didn’t think she was being paranoid now, not after she’d spent the best part of her evening tied up in a basement. She was being careful. If somebody had broken into her apartment, she’d punch first and ask questions later for a change.
She flicked the light on once she reached the living quarters of the apartment, squinting her eyes to adjust to the bright light. She turned, yelping suddenly at the figure sat on her sofa. “Holy shit!” Carmen exclaimed, her heart thudding against the inside of her chest. She relaxed once the figure turned towards her, eyes wide and struck with guilt. She recognised him now, the sharp lines of his jaw clear even under his beard. It was Ashley. A sigh of relief escaped her lips, and her shoulders sagged. “I really need to get you a key. I don’t know how many more heart attacks I think I can take.” She raked a hand through her hair, placing her other hand over her chest where her heart stammered underneath. She recognised that look on his face, it reminded her of a puppy who had been shouted at by its owner and was approaching them again with weary caution. Can I stay here tonight? She remembered the first time she had found him sat inside her apartment, thumbing the hole in a pair of his ripped jeans as he looked up at her with pleading eyes. It was not long after he had been released from the hospital, she didn’t need to ask what was wrong then and she didn’t need to ask now. Carmen knew why, she always knew why when it came to him. When it came to that.
“Like you even need to ask.” She dropped down next to him on the sofa, pulling her knees up against her chest and hugging them. She let a moment of silence pass between them, before leaning forwards to rest her chin on her knees. “You want to talk about it? Or do you want to play video games and I’ll let you win like I always do.”
There was a moment of crushing silence that passed where for a moment Ashley thought she would have denied his request because he had ignored social graces and just let himself in. He knew that he had to be more respectful of both her and Sam’s personal space, but he was too wired to be considerate. Thankfully, she didn’t seem to hold it against him.
Relief was evident on his face, and he hoped that that was enough to mask the fear that he couldn’t look passed when he caught sight of himself in the mirror. it was a feeling that he knew well, but it had gotten easier to stomach over time. Now he wondered if everything had caused him to take two steps backwards.
“You never let me win, I always kick your ass. I don’t want to play though.” Ashley responded, his words tinted with an infliction of sadness. Usually, an offer to play PlayStation with Carmen was his own personal idea of heaven, only made better by an addition of pizza, but his mind felt too full and weary to try focus on Grand Theft Auto.
He chewed on the inside of his cheek, falling into another wordless lull as a few seconds ticked by, glancing over at her properly then. Even in the middle of the night after just rising from her bed she was still the prettiest girl he could ever remember laying eyes on -- and his long term memory was perfectly intact.
“I shoudn’t have left you and Sam at the Gala. I was dumb and got distracted by stupid things and I wasn’t with either of you when it all went bad. I wasn’t much use at all, really. From what I can remember of it.” Ashley recounted, that night only visible to him in fuzzy fragments. His blessing and his curse.