and so, the misery persists

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and so, the misery persists
laughing about the idea of shane who has a vasovagal response to needles because i know in my heart that he would believe in his ability to beat it
he would believe so hard
HE is the master of this situation, and he can BEAT IT
he is MIND OVER MATTERING
he is FOCUSED
he is DETERMINED
he is PASSING OUT IN THE PARKING LOT
horsing around
No thoughts just reader desperately trying to mate with older alpha!price...
The first time you see him is at your local bar. Older, with strong muscles softened under a layer of fat. There's streaks of grey peppering his hair and arms, and when he moves it's with the easy confidence of a man who knows he belongs.
You have to have him. You've never been one for flirting, but even you wouldn't pass up the opportunity. So you wait until he leaves his friends to oder more drinks and lean against the bar next to him with a "evening, sir. I–"
Whatever line you planned is lost on you when you inhale. Alpha scent floods your nostrils, thick and heady. He makes no move to tamp it down, glancing at you in amusement.
"You still smell like milk an' honey, kid," he chuckles condescendingly, "yer not ready for an old man like me."
That should not be as hot as it is. You can't control the wave of arousal that rolls off of you, making the man outright laugh. "Can't even control yer scent? That's sad, kid."
"Please?" You blurt out, then feel extremely embarrassed and hide your face in your hands.
"Please, what?" The man asks, facing you now. His head tilted, as if actually intrigued instead of just teasing while he waits.
"....please can I fuck you? Please?" Wow. This is truly your lowest point. Begging to fuck an older man you don't even know the name of.
But he smiles at you, scent pushing warm and satisfied in a way that makes your knees buckle. His hand wraps around the back of your neck, and you can hardly think.
"Since you asked so nicely, pup..." he leads you towards the bathrooms, winking at the other man at his table "...you ever taken a knot in yet mouth?"
Oh god. If this is how you die, at least you'll die happy.
GET LOVED, IDIOT
GET LOVED SO HARD YOUR KIDS HOLD HANDS AND POWER-OF-LOVE YOU BACK TO LIFE
sorry guys, this is just my brain now. this is going to be the only thing I think about for the next week at least.
oh and also this
FIVE YEARS IN AND IT'S FINALLY CANON 🎉🎉🎉
WE DID IT
In figure drawing class today my professor was asking me how I got the hang of drawing from life when I was so use to doing illustrations. She’s like “when it comes to illustrations you can basically do it in your sleep, you can draw that priest of yours over and over from memory, so I’m sure it’s hard to break from your instincts…” and I’m over here trying to keep my composer because I suddenly became aware of two things in that moment: she had not only seen my instagram account, but had FOLLOWED IT and has seen enough to know I DRAW THAT PRIEST MAN ALL THE TIME
Just remembered I'm Jenny hell fucking yeah baby hell fucking yes oh fuck yeah baby oh yeah lets go gamers I'm Jenny. They ain't stopping this. Almost one year and counting. Let's go whoop whoop whoop.
Jennyversary in 19 days
That first day aware in your dr when you're still working through the 'holy shit I did it', while having to sit beside your s/o at breakfast or smth and Act Normal