I was just looking at my friend's pictures for OCAC 2011... and I keep trying to tell myself, "This looks like fun, and I had fun last year, too... It's okay, because I had my moments, and now it's their turn to have theirs. I should be satisfied with what I got because it was more than enough."
But no. I'm selfish and I want to go back and relive those moments and meet everyone again. I did want to go to OCAC 2011 but I couldn't because of money reasons. I would go back... I want to go back. I don't want other people's moments to cover up my own. But there's really nothing I can do, because OCAC is every year... I'm sure 2009 felt the same, and that's why some people went back for '10.
I've never been so attached to something in my entire life. Why would it be something I could almost never relive, of all things?
But that's probably why I'm so attached to it...