#ocean-thoughts

[ocean-thoughts]

So what exactly is it, when you said you missed me? Do you miss having someone gullible enough to believe your lies? Do you miss the fake world you created? I can't get myself to believe you miss me, as a person, when so many things were based on lies. And when your actions now, don't show that you really do miss me. So I think that answers it for me.

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Truth is, if I think too much I panic. But the thing is, I can hardly think of anything else.

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[ocean-thoughts]

Nothing makes you shut down more than being convinced your feelings are invalid.

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[ocean-thoughts]

But how do you explain you miss someone you talk to daily, but haven't even met yet?

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[ocean-thoughts]

When you feel unimportant and irrelevant, it can mean the world when you become aware someone actually misses you.

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[ocean-thoughts]

Have people around you that build you up, no matter what, instead of bringing you down.

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It's strange, how quickly you can get used to something. And when that something suddenly isn't there, even if it's for a little, temporary, it leaves you feeling like something is really missing.

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[ocean-thoughts]

Telling me you still care was just another lie. All of your actions show you don't. It's like I barely exist. When I do, it's only when it's convenient for you. The last time I told you I loved you, you never even said it back. So how am I supposed to believe you even care? How?

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