Anyone: So do you have a plan for your fanfics/OCs/art?
Me:

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Anyone: So do you have a plan for your fanfics/OCs/art?
Me:
Today in Reasons I could Never DM a campaign:
The literal SECOND I get new information about my characters I race to tell the FIRST person I can force to listen.
I woke up today not feeling my best.
First word of the day was 'sorry'. 🥲
I woke up late than expected. I had no enough time for myself and for my morning rituals and chores. Sabog ang umaga.
Besides that, dahil late.. i had to ride a trike to office (from Ben's office) kasi malelate din siya pag hinatid pa ko, which cost me money, which I would not have spent if I woke up early and well prepared. 🥲
I don't feel so good starting my day off from the usual. 🥺 My fault since I could not sleep last night. 🙃🙃🙃
08.16.2021 • office thoughts
*3 AM*
Brain : Hey! I have an idea!
Me : Nope. Not falling for it.
Brain : Come on! It’s really good. I promise!
Me : No! I need sleep! I’m not doing this again with you!
Brain : Please!!!!
Me : Ugh! Fine! What is it?
Brain : ....Why don’t you make a new OC for that thing that I can’t remember and no one else talks about?
Me : .....Are you talking about *insert show/movie*?
Brain : Maybe....
Me : ....
Brain : ....
Me : *sighs and grabs notebook*
Brain : Yay!!!!! I gonna go completely blank and have you struggle finding the perfect faceclaims for them!
Me : Wait, What?! Fuck! *throws pen across the room*
OOC: Yikes!
Man sometimes its hard to get rolling. And be consistent. But I’ll work towards that. I’ve wanted to post a bunch of internal like think posts but it’s been so hard to get INTO character! I might have made Tseri a difficult character to play. I’m not jiving with her being a Viera, and parts of her personality. Have other folks had this problem? You start of strong, in love with an OC you made and then suddenly you get this... cognitive dissonance with them? (Although the actual full concept of that phrasing seems a tad strong.) Quite frustrating! Vexing almost. Another problem I have is that I get many ideas when I only wanted one. And. I’ve got a sickness. It’s called Alt-itus, or some refer to it as Alt-aholic syndrome. I prefer the ”-itus” because it sounds far more easier to treat as a physical illness. (Speaking from experience irl of course.) Expect updates soon.
You know you have too many OCs when you can’t figure out who still isn’t accounted for in your birthday master list
Things I’d rather be doing than writing Kimber Bryant:
Writing anyone but Kimber Bryant
Writing smut
READING smut
Reading horribly written smut
Bathing an angry cat
Having bamboo skewers jammed under my nails
Enduring a root canal
Gouging my own eyes out with my fingernails
Seriously. There’s a reason I killed this character off. There isn’t much I’d rather be doing LESS THAN writing Kimber Bryant...unfortunately, her time to shine is up and I can’t pawn her off on anyone else.
::SIGH:: Kimber...why couldn’t you just STAY dead?
Nakaka-OC yung di tuwid na horizon. 😭#OCProblems