Jul 29, 2020
the idea of ‘maybe i should just give up writing [cause i can’t seem to ever be happy with it anyway]’ makes me wanna cry so... i guess do not do that
the idea of ‘let’s try not editing and just posting whatever first draft i come up with’ sounds freeing and relieving in the moment, but then when i go to type and post such a draft.... i hate it i hate it i hate it!!
the idea of ‘just take some time to sit with a story! and think about it! write down thoughts etc.!’ sounds very appealing when and only when i haven’t tried recently lol, but then when i do actually find/make time i get very... scared of it? and avoidant? idek. it’s a file of text it cannot do anything to me, and yet.
#mults liveblogs writing#*lies down crying inside*#of frustration#ugh feelings why#i guess the answer rn is try to finish the fuck up#of typing the wen ning fic draft#bc it's closest to done#(and has been for ages)#and... idk? ask here/twitter/discord if there's anyone who wants to look at it?#tell me if there's anything working and what doesn't etc.?#cause a second opinion that it could be okay would really help me going i think#maybe i don't need to do the whole thing alone#even if 'the whole thing' is like a short-ish one-shot lol don't @ me
