LET IT BE NOTED THAT JACKSON TELLER TRUSTS FEW OUTSIDE SAMCRO. The small collective of men whom he regards as a sort of brotherhood. Blood never an additive ingredient to their particular entanglement — the blood that coursed through his own veins was riddled with betrayal, cowardice, and the kind of toxicity that could kill a man. Mia Del Salvo had somehow carved a place in his life; crawled into that sad heart of his as she slowly crossed that line from friend to something more. Knows that he can trust her with the shit that he doesn’t want to get his hands dirty with, the kind of shit that if it blew back on SAMCRO that it’d somehow land them all in jail. Today ? It’s the disposal of a local dealer. The kind of dealer that one wouldn’t bother to mourn, he had been talking about it at length with Mia. How he couldn’t RISK to off the guy yet; that Jackson was far too imperious to do a CLEAN job. He figured, that if he shoved him out of a fucking window who couldn’t say it wasn’t an accident ?
JUDGMENT clouded, only do clouds part when Mia says suddenly one night ‘I’ll do it’ he doesn’t feel bad about getting her involved, knows that her own shit is JUST as heavy as his. Doesn’t disrespect her with they ‘how’s’ or ‘why’s’ she’s old enough, she’s done this long enough to know the fucking weight of it all. It’s when she comes back that he feels a sense of SHEER relief. To know that another life had departed without him getting directly involved. ❛❛ Hey … ❜❜ the words come off sluggish and hit the air with the weight that only the TWO of them possibly know, ❛❛ I’m a fucking delight when it comes to gettin’ rid of someone people just don’t LIKE my methods. ❜❜ Lips tug slightly upwards as he then goes to nod in the action of her drinking water. ❛❛ Nothin’ like water is there, is it just me or do you just crave that shit when a job goes down ? ❜❜ One wouldn’t detect a sense of remorse in tonality, and he’s sure that Mia did a fine job of making sure the ‘accident’ was equal parts painful, and quick. ❛❛ Yeah what did I miss ? Did the guy beg for you to go easy on him, did he make up a fake fucking family as he assured you that it was the LAST time he’d do some dumb shit ? ❜❜ ( DO NOT BE FOOLED, JACKSON IS NEITHER HERO NOR THE PILLAR OF JUSTICE, WHAT HE IS ? IS SMART, RUTHLESS, AND CONSCIOUS FREE
he’s apart of the problem, not the fucking solution. )