Jul 19, 2025
Paddy barely allowing himself to grieve the death of Eoin because he's uncomfortable with vulnerability and can't accept that his closest friend and someone he fell for is actually gone. Paddy hallucinating Eoin as a ghost because he misses him so much. Because his life feels empty and out of control now. Falls on the ground face first and waters the grass with my salty tears
#tears are actually bad for plants bc of the saltiness#the entire s2 experience is just (aside from less than stellar writing) paddy being an absolute menace because one#eoin is gone#and two#he's not where he full heartedly believes he should be - the desert#where he also left eoins body#and maybe he believes also his spirit for a while. until the end ghost scene#HE IS SUFFERING SO MUCH IM SO FUCKING SAD MY HEART!!!!!!!#sas rh#sas rogue heroes#paddy mayne#paddy x eoin#sas: rogue heroes#oh paddy
