Our Favorite show is back It’s the one where your sister got us insanely hooked maybe insane isn’t the word here i’m looking for because lets be real, Dan Gheesling is the only Insane one that planned a funeral, and got himself out of his own situation. Lets also be real here, “it’s destiny it’s written in the stars, you were here to meet me, I wasn’t here to win” is another one, oops can’t forget FLOATERS GRAB A LIFE VEST..... KRISTEN. is also another one but reality has hit me, that your gone, Reality also has hit me that it’s been a year and i can still grieve and wonder why you had to go? You know i’ve lost numerous people, and theyre up there with you, but why am I still here? when you have so many people that i’d kill to see again Yourself Included, but i’m just not ready to sit for 3 months without you and wonder who’s going up, and whos winning, hoh what about POV? and tell you secrets that i know you’ll wanna know about this, because he’s your favorite/ vise versa Or how you picked Frikkin Ian Terry to win Big Brother, when you didn’t even know a single lick french on him but you picked him, from the start and he won! ( I’ll never forget that...) I’ll never get the moments of “ Omg, your not going to believe who won POV) or getting phone calls at work, thinking okay whos going home tonight.. it better be so and so and hearing that “voicemail” ding and racing to the backroom, I believe the whole department knew what was up, still didn’t care i had to know! you did all that for me, for a show! a show we both love and liked Maybe i’m being biased as shit here and i know your yelling at me, “ GO WATCH. I need to know whos going to win POV I have to know now”. I know but its so hard without you. It’s just this is our thing and my best friend and right hand isnt here to share this anymore why did it not hit me when SADAM were around i don’t know, ( Yes I do, it’s because BBCAN wasn’t around when you were here) so it wasn’t so our thing. Nan i don’t know if i should watch, I need a sign if your not busy playing poker or in a showdown of card playing I so need something from you that says, “ go on and watch or i’ll .......”
I”m Julie Chen.... Moonves ( I may be lurking)
