Hi. I don't know if any of you actually see this. But to all my... 6 followers: Do you actually care about me as an artist, or did you just follow me for one thing? (Like: YFM or Insect photos)
Okay. Maybe not just my followers, but anyone who has seen and liked some of my posts. Do you like my artstyle or the way I talk (I know it sounds weird, but I'm usually going for a silly style of writing when it comes to posts)? When you saw posts about my OCs, were you actually interested in them besides for their looks in the drawings?
I know all of this sounds like I'm being ungrateful and begging for more attention. I know that no matter how much I'm tryharding and putting as many tags as possible, my OCs won't just gain a fandom. One of the worst things are that the posts and the art I'm the most proud of ALWAYS flop miserably.
I'm just another little artist on the internet. But it kinda feels bad when you're known for one thing only. I have many fandoms and interests, and maybe that's why it's hard for me to have an audience. But the one thing common in all of my posts is that I'm trying to be creative and unique.
Sorry if this came off as me whining. I'm just very insecure and care a lot about what other people think. I don't know if I can help myself. I also know that it's hard to focus on many different things, because there are so many posts and people on Tumblr, but I just wanted to ask what you think.
I also Really miss the few mutuals I had here, but going no contact with all of them was better for my, and hopefully their mental health as well.
Do you think I am unique and deserve more for what I do? Reblog this if you agree or if you have had similar experiences, maybe share them if you want to.
if you read all this, here's a cookie. Thank you.
