☆I... AM ZEE...☆

Hello, my fellow hellspawns!!! ⛧Zee/They/them │ Multifandom │ Hungarian🇭🇺 │ Bad english🙃⛧ I LOVE art! Fandoms: Brawl Stars, Your Favorite Martian, MLP FIM, Forsaken, Die of Death, Dandy's world, K-pop Demon Hunters, TADC, Murder Drones, Genshin Impact, Vocaloid, FNF and Nimona. Chronic yapper. I post whatever I want, whenever I want to. Tag me if you made fanart! (I doubt anyone would do that tho)

[zeeloveswitchcraft]

Hi. I don't know if any of you actually see this. But to all my... 6 followers: Do you actually care about me as an artist, or did you just follow me for one thing? (Like: YFM or Insect photos)

Okay. Maybe not just my followers, but anyone who has seen and liked some of my posts. Do you like my artstyle or the way I talk (I know it sounds weird, but I'm usually going for a silly style of writing when it comes to posts)? When you saw posts about my OCs, were you actually interested in them besides for their looks in the drawings?

I know all of this sounds like I'm being ungrateful and begging for more attention. I know that no matter how much I'm tryharding and putting as many tags as possible, my OCs won't just gain a fandom. One of the worst things are that the posts and the art I'm the most proud of ALWAYS flop miserably.

I'm just another little artist on the internet. But it kinda feels bad when you're known for one thing only. I have many fandoms and interests, and maybe that's why it's hard for me to have an audience. But the one thing common in all of my posts is that I'm trying to be creative and unique.

Sorry if this came off as me whining. I'm just very insecure and care a lot about what other people think. I don't know if I can help myself. I also know that it's hard to focus on many different things, because there are so many posts and people on Tumblr, but I just wanted to ask what you think.

I also Really miss the few mutuals I had here, but going no contact with all of them was better for my, and hopefully their mental health as well.

Do you think I am unique and deserve more for what I do? Reblog this if you agree or if you have had similar experiences, maybe share them if you want to.

if you read all this, here's a cookie. Thank you.

[stupid-elliot-things]

Happy birthday Work at a Pizza Place!!! (Also trying something new)

[zeeloveswitchcraft]

AWWWW

Love how u did the lighting especially in the second one

[secretmellowart]

Isn't that lovely, and isn't that cool? And isn't that cruel? And aren't I a fool to have...

[zeeloveswitchcraft]

Please tell me if I missed any similarities

Sources if anyone needs them I guess

[muleumpyo]

✨️💎 the holy trinity 💎✨️

based on this post! click for HQ

[aboutic-art]

a snek game, of course

update: damn this kinda blew up 😭 thank you so much

[eepysillycreature]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY APRIL STAR KASANE TETO!

[zeeloveswitchcraft]

HIPPIE BURPDAY TETŐ🔥🔥🔥🗣️🗣️🗣️

[zeeloveswitchcraft]

Item: The Couch Rarity: ⏶ Common

Couch co-op or online?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

COUCH COUCH COUCH COUCH/ref

[zeeloveswitchcraft]

Item: A Shield Rarity: ✦ Uncommon

What video game will you defend forever?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

I'd defend my favorite games for a long time, but never forever. Even if the game's good, it could decline in quality. Even if the game has really nice and unproblematic people working on it now, who knows when drama will happen?

[zeeloveswitchcraft]

Item: The Screen Rarity: ⏶ Common

Console or PC?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

I barely play any console stuff and I liek pc so pc

[zeeloveswitchcraft]

Item: A Soft Pillow Rarity: ⏶ Common

What's your comfort game?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

I have changing hyperfixations but rn it's Work At A Pizza Place. It's just rly chill, only problem is it makes me rly hungry sometimes...

[zeeloveswitchcraft]

Item: A Recipe Book Rarity: ⏶ Common

Is there a food from a game you would love to have in real life?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

Basically almost all the foods from Genshin Impact.

And the foods from the Dandy's World dining area and even some toons themselves :3

bingocat?!1!

[zeeloveswitchcraft]

Item: The Wishlist Rarity: ⏶ Common

How many video games are in your backlog right now?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

A lot

[lettuce53]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TETO!

[zeeloveswitchcraft]

THE JESTER HAT HAIR IS SUCH A PEAK IDEA HELLO??

[jeriverse]

ranting about something that I’ve seen in the forsaken community (specifically doublefeodra and its shipping community) of lately

As a multishipper who indulged into forsaken because of this duo, it genuinely frustrates me that the community has been so bad lately that it’s caused this ship to have a TRIGGER WARNING.

Not what it’s about on its own,

Not what the animation or art is about from the creator,

But the entire ship in general.

How bad can a fandom be to the point where what used to be a harmless & popular ship is now a triggering topic for many users because of the harassment, fetishization, & disrespect in the doublefedora subfandom? This is unfortunately common in many communities but cmon yall… :/

Whether you may think I’m being too woke or not, the fact that it’s gotten THIS BAD to where I’ve see many recent videos and artworks adding a “trigger warning! Doublefedora!” more than the actual ship itself is upsetting.

And this is coming from someone who got into the ship around Sept-Oct. I like the general dynamic and possibilities that these two have. As long as it’s not overly fetishized or insanely mischaracterized (which unfortunately yaoi has always been fetishized for many fandoms now but I won’t rant about that) then i enjoy most fan works of it! But it just sucks so bad that this is how it ends up to be. A toxic place.

There’s been content creators (will not be named) who’ve received death threats, dox threats, hate comments, etc all because of a ship that really isn’t even that bad. How is doublefeodra more hated than the proships made in this fucked up community????🫩

In conclusion, I feel that this fandom has taken things especially with doublefedora WAY out of proportion. Let’s calm the hell down and get back to reality. Let’s be appropriate. Let’s respectful and enjoy a potentially funny pair rather than harming others.

It’s two adult characters interacting with each other. Stop making it weird or threatening others who like the ship. We’re all mature enough to be decent people, right?

(And before anyone goes “yeah well this is the internet this stuff is expected—“ or “it’s just two characters from a Roblox game,” that doesn’t mean that it should be excused or okay. People genuinely have been triggered from this ship because of the toxic fanbase surrounding it. Though I do believe it has something to do with the issue regarding soul, hykoto, etc as a whole, the ship itself is such a bad topic now that it makes more people upset about it than generally enjoying it like they used to.)

Sorry for the sudden serious post but I had some WORDS to say.

(Art credit goes to nikko_kage on TikTok)

[zeeloveswitchcraft]

I used to love this ship. It was probably my first/one of my first forsaken ships. Now everytime I come across it or just try to look it up, I get sick to the stomach from anxiety. That happens with a lot of my fandoms, especially on Tumblr (let's just say i've seen things here that I don't usually see on sites like YouTube...), but it feels especially bad with this ship, on other sites too.

Which is sad because I really want to like it! Enemies to lovers is an interesting trope, it has a lot of potential for character development and even comedy. But I feel betrayed because of its fandom, it's always the fandom...

Also, I've moved on to Paycheck, which you could argue is a much more healthy ship (well, depends on how you characterize them, but we don't like mischaracterization here), maybe not as popular, but it's a fact that they don't fetishize it nearly as much as they do Doublefedora.

Nowadays I don't even care about the game and its canon that much because well... Fuck the devs (not the innocent employees who just want to earn money and/or are passionate for the game). And basically all the characters have been adopted as my OCs, I try to keep them very similar but I might go against canon too. But that doesn't mean I can separate Chance and Mafioso from my "Doublefedora trauma" (sry for using such a dramatic phrase, idk how else to put it).

However, that still doesn't excuse harming innocent people who just want to enjoy something that's harmless at its core. Why can't we all just be normal....

[zeeloveswitchcraft]

I'm sorry, I had to

I just wanna... Kiss my fish... Tell my jokes... Piss the shrimp off...

[zeeloveswitchcraft]

Hope you have/had a nice March 15th!🇭🇺

Yes, even if you're not Hungarian. Just shut up and have a nice day!!!

Anyways, here's our favorite twink, Petőfi. This is an older pony, but I thought it'd be fun sharing it. Might remake it someday.

:P

Second Image source: hvg.hu