guys.....what is happening to me??
I’ve gotten incredibly obsessive over a show that I introduced myself to via a ship that is probably considered the fucking worst
literally, something I would say is a stupid and shitty pleb thing to do.
Get introduced to a show and obsessed over it a ridiculous amount before seeing any of it bc of a ship
but it’s sooooooooo perfect idc hngggggggggggggggggg ^^
and at work instead of merely tolerating it when ppl are shit to me or difficult in general I’ve been experimenting with going out of my way to be really nice to them and try to idk make them feel better or something
not doing that bitchy social slut thing where I talk about good things I do in hopes of baiting out pleasant responses or opinions from people, that shit’s stupid af so like, just so we’re clear:
...but wait...........even if I were to say something true like “ I’m the fucking worst and generally shit as a person regardless of what other people think” to counter it, it’s still attention whoring.
oh god
ugh
the attention whoring
can’t escape
abort mission
abort
kk peace out mah glip glops